LIFE(on hold)

chapter 2

I watched as my mothers car drove off in the distance. The tears on my face increased in a matter of second as I thought about everything that as happened in the past 2 weeks.

I felt numb but I forced my feet to move underneath me, I walked to the bus stop thanking god that I remembered my bus pass, the bus stopped in front of me while I heard a deep gruff voice. "Are you going to get on or stand there". I looked up at the driver who's eyes were focused on me. I nodded my head at him as I sat down.

I got off the bus walking through my familiar streat as I abruptly stopped at my front door, I stared at it for a minute debating whether or not to go in, eventhough I did decide not to go in I had no where else to go. I took a deep breath as I got out my keys and opened the door as soon as I did I regretted it because the side of my face received a hard slap, " how dare you, how dare you show up at my house I thought I told you not to come" my mum said with tears streaming down her face " I'm sorry mommy, I-l don't know how it happened" I said hiccuping in the middle of my sentence. She gave a dry laugh " you don't know how it happened?" She said amused " you are telling me that you don't know when you opened your legs, you know what you are, you are a disgrace yes you are even your father was a disgrace upon his family that is how he ended up jail. Maybe if you tell me who got you pregnant we can sort things out". She said looking at me with tears stained eyes "i-i-i can't" right then Chris came in the living room. " yo what's all this" he asked my mother, " this fast ass girl right here is pregnant" she yelled, " bet?" He asked my mother screwed him and turned back to me right about now am about to tell the truth " I am going to ask you one last time little girl who got you pregnant" I took in a deep breath as I looked as Chris's face he didn't seem fazed " Chris" I said " so Chris knows this boy" my mother asked. "No ma Chris is the boy, mummy all the times you've went to work Chris abuses me, h-he raped me mother,"LIE YOU ARE A DIRTY LITTLE LIAR, HOW CAN YOU LIE ON YOUR BROTHER LIKE THAT", she screamed." I'm not mummy please believe me, I will never lie on something like that"."Chris is this true". " of course not ma you know she is liar" Chris said in a monotonous tone.

"Ma you've go-", but I was cut short

"No, I don't want to hear it pack your bags and get out of my house before u kill you she said with a cold voice

" mommy no believe me, I have nowhere to go"

"I don't care but get out of my house before night falls" she said walking away. I grabbed her cloth leaning down "mummy please" u screamed crying but she wasn't having it. I played there crying as Chris came over to me " bitch" he said spitting in me