family troubles

( Chapter 2, last chapter)

It was afternoon Jordyn and Willow had cleaned up the house and got their children to behanve somewhat normal, They even got funfuns out of his room. Darkdark, touchtorch and Demdems went into the shed and started to smoke some weed, Jordyn and willow didnt care, they got it their selves and it was a low amount and they didnt do it everyday. they had one rule, smoke out side in the shed or dont smoke at all. The kids were outside and Jordyn was trying to make ramen for herself and Willow. Willow was reading the news on her phone and looking out window to check on the children, Riceball was with Lighligh in the sandpit, discussing god knows what. " Jordyn, what if ferret and max...." Willow said slowly, looking at the redhead sturring the noodles. " Well, if they wanna do stuff then they can go down to the basement and use the extra beds.." Jordyn said, letting noodles set in the bubbling water.

Willow made everybody grilled cheeses and called the children in" Okay, eat and then you can go back outside, Darkdark! StOP YOU HAD 4 ALREADY!" Willow shouted, smacking the grilled cheese out of his hands " hahahhaaa, im hungryyyyy..." he said, Touchtorch giggling too. Willow rolled her eyes and heard a knock on the door, causing her to jump. She went over to the door and opened it " Hey!" Willow greeted, he was just on time, he was gonna stay with us again for a while, he gripped his suit cases and nodded, stepping in " Hey jordyn.." He said, looking around " I see you made the house bigger..." He said, having a blank expression " YEp! Gotta have more room to put the children!" Willow said, patting his back. " So, where do I sleep?" He asked. Jordyn turned around " The basement, Max can-" Jordyn got cut off by ferret squealing and dropping his bag, rushing to the backyard " MAX!" He screamed, MAx jumping, thinking one of his moms was scolding him, he did steal another grill cheese. " JUSTIN?!" MAx said, his face lighting up. Max rushed to Justin and jumped into his arms, hugging him. Jordyn and Willow smiled and chuckeled. Max gripped Justins face and gently smashed his lips against ferrets, the other children screaming gross and get a room. Justin rolled his eyes and let Max down, they sat in the sand pile and talked and cuddled, making riceball uncomfortable.

Jordyn went outside and gathered the youngest children around and sat in the shade wih them, Jordyn cared for her children but she acted cold but she loved them.

It was dinner and they ordered a bunch of pizza. the kids yelled and fought over stupid pizza slices and pepsi. Jordyn and Willow finally got them to shut up.

( Jordyns pov)

I was just throwing out pizza boxes and cleaning up paper plates, smiling that I didnt have to clean dishes. I heard Willow, Max and Ferret all enter the room " Hm?" I hummed, turning around " Jordyn, shall we get to bed?" Willow said, winking, looking down at Ferret and Max holding hands " what? OH! OH! Of course!" I shouted, smiling, leading them to the basement " okay! Well you two can uh, play games down hear, just dont wreck the place, okay?" I asked, they nodded and pushed me out of my OWN BASEMENT ' rude' i thought before going back into the house, grabbing willows hand and leading her to out room, getting my pjs on and seeing her just put of a different hoodie and no pants on and basically throw herself onto our bed and smile, patting the spot where i usually sleep " Bitch, move over" I said, face planting onto the bed, pushing her over " HEY! " She said, hitting my shoulder gently before getting under the blanket and turning offf the table light " Goodnight~!" She said, i could feel her closing her eyes . I grabbed my phone and decided to flip through some fanfictions. I looked over, and smiled, she already started snoring, I felt like this moment could last forever...

- click-(end of Jordyns pov) 

It started to cloud up, the memory was swept away, like the tears on Willows face.

Willow was laying on the ground, breathing heavily, she pushed her self up, her hair covering her face, tears were streaming down her face, the sirens, the rain, the yelling officers, they all faded away.

Willow panted and turned on her heel, she ran down the road, she tried to run faster, tripping and stumbling as she ran, the wind and the fog in her face. She couldn't remember, her mind was fogged, she was in a state of panic. She finally tripped and the sounds hit her hard as she tumbled down into a ditch, the fog was bad, the officers ran past her. she layed there on her back, panting and heaving, she tried to calm down, the rain was hitting her hard, she started to shiver, not from the rain, but from what she remembered.

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The memories, every feeling she felt hit her like a fucking tidal wave

Willow gasped and covered her mouth and felt her hot tears mix with the cool rain drops. " Oh my god...." She choked, staring up at the sky. She had thrown away her family.. and for what reason? did she find somebody better, no well, maybe she thought so at the time, She had found somebody, a guy who treated her like gold for 11 months, or what it seemed like. every fight she had with jordyn, every warning she should have taken.

Perhaps he was a perfect guy, just not for her. Jordyn was, but Willow didnt deserve her.

During the end, Willow knew what he was doing to her, and she thought, she believed she had deserved it for what she put her family though.

- click- She got up and screamed, knowing the cops, or maybe one officer would come to her. Willow sat in the muddy ditch and waited, seeing an officer look by, he looked kinda new, not knowing what he should be doing. Willow leaped up and grabbed his ankles, pulling him down, knocking him out and getting his gun and ammo. Willow shoved the objects into her soaking wet hoodie pockets and ran, she had to do something. She ran to the house where her family or... where jordyn and her children were. Willow ran and ran before finally reaching, she grabbed a note padd and a pen and wrote, more like scribbled:
 
"I know i've done some horrible things, i can't make up for what i did, and i'm sorry, I hope for what im about to do will help you finally move on or atleast bring you peace"

  she scribbled, her tears flowing down her face, leaving it on the porch where jordyn would see, not just skip over it. She banged on the door until she heard atleast the kids and jordyn all coming down. Willow went out into the road, Jordyn looking out the window of the door, opening it slowly " Hello?" she called out, looking down and grabbing the note, reading it, looking at the person again " Oh..NO!" she screamed, running out into the rain but she was to little, to late. Willow had loaded the gun and held it to her temple "I'M SORRY! I  Love You!" She croaked her last words ...

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