I woke up this morning thinking about what me and Michael did last night. I do kind of regret it. I knew i would. But damn, he gets better every time we do it. Hes still here and hasnt left yet since he was so tired. And after we took a shower last night he fell asleep right away. Since he dropped out of school he would have to stay at my house until i came home. i went into my bathroom, brushed my teeth, and went back into my room to get my clothes. Once i got my clothes together i took a shower. When i got out of the shower i felt like i had to throw up. I ran to the toliet and started puking. After i was finished i brushed my teeth again. After that i went into my room and decided i needed to just stay home today. I fell asleep shortly after putting on my pajamas. when i woke up it was 1:00pm and i heard a tv. I walked out my room to see Michael downstairs watching tv. I walked down the stairs and went into the kithcen. ''Hey bae, whats wrong?'' He asked looking concerned. ''Ohh.. uhh nothing just got sick this morning..'' Then it all came to me.. Me and Michael didnt use a condom yesterday. I was hoping that wasnt the case becuase i have alot planned for my future and a baby just wasnt one of the plans in mind right now. I called my doctor and told him about what happened last night and what happened this morning. And he told me to see him next week to make sure. I tried to convince to just get a pregnancy test but he refused and told me that those things arent always 100% and that its better to go to a doctor to be sure. I told Michael what was going on and he told me everything would be okay and that he has my back and he was going to come with me next week. I thought i would regret ever bring Mchael into my life again but now i need him more than ever..
