These lies are the chains scarring my wrists
The saddest part is the smallest things I miss.
Playing in the field, under the sun
Sister and I all day could just run and run
Then as we grew, so did these walls
Neither of us ever saw the future fall
Never thought I'd be asking God for the strength just to crawl.
Never thought I'd have to ask to see the reason behind it all
The hiding, the pain, straight-up misery, because I never had a reason to believe this would be happening
In the sunny days we saw strange things, but if saw what we do now
We would have never complained, because in comparison this is a storm that started with that rain.
Parents say they want what's best for you, but sometimes I just wish they had a clue-
On what life is today.
A clue about the things I swore, I'd, never say.
The forbidden fears I'm slowly finding out, have a reason
But I refuse to let them in.
Sometimes, I wish
I could go back to the beginning
To the sunny days, run up to my beautiful sister and say
Please, always stay my friend.
Because I have a feeling this day will end too soon-
And later in life we'll only get some comforting afternoons.
