First kiss...

I did wrong?

I couldn't even believe what I've done...I've just kissed somebody...yes!, it wasn't just a normal kiss for me as you can see... because it was actually my first kiss...
I looked around and saw all the students glaring at what happened and then I saw his girlfriend watching me with her mouth wide open and her face red from the anger and the jealousy .
"See! YOU shouldn't have messed with me! That's what you get when you call somebody a slut without even knowing them!" I said without even thinking and took big steps very far away from that place before even giving her a moment to speak.
I was having a headache and my body was trembling and my body was hot like fire and I felt really stressed out and dizzy and tired, I couldn't stop thinking about what I have done! I wish I haven't done that, I felt really bad for Jungkook... maybe or absolutely he is now cursing on what I have done and wishing that I was dead and OMG I CAN'T STOP OVERTHINKING ! I've never thought that one day my first kiss will be like that!
Those cool and nice girls in my class saw how I wasn't feeling good and came to me " OMG! Are you Okey?You don't look healthy at all!" One of them said , "We actually heard about what happened so we were trying to find you ! That little b**ch! How dare she slap your face without any reason! Imma-" she stoped talking after seeing me starting to cry like a baby " OMG GUYS WHAT SHOULD I DO ! WHY DID I DO THAT? AM I A BAD PERSON? DO YOU THINK HE IS GOING TO PUT ME IN JAIL ..." I was feeling really unhealthy that i just fell on the floor cuz my legs were really tired from trembling that I had from the stress.
Those nice girls took me to the nurse room and the nurse gave me some medicine for my headache and left me with the girls to relax.
I started crying again and repeating the same things and closing my eyes not wanting to see their annoyed expression about how many times I repeated stuffs , " come one y/n ! If he actually was really annoyed and angry about what happened he could have just came to you right after you ran away from him and-" she got cut when we heard somebody knocking on the nurse room door.
The school nurse came in " girls there is a guy here that wants to talk to y/n, should I let him in? Is she feeling to talk right now?" She said and the girls didn't have other answer then yes and after their answer I immediately acted like I was sleeping, I knew it was him, I didn't want to see him and talk to him.
He entered and looked at the girls, after realizing that I was sleeping he said " oh, mmhhh...I'm sorry for disturbing you...I came here to apologize to her for what happened ..since she is sleeping Plzz tell her that I'm really sorry for how my girlfriend has recently treated her , it was all my fault and ... this is her her phone, she dropped it while she was running away from the school canteen" he gave the phone and left the room saying goodbye.
I was still being shocked about the fact that he didn't get angry and annoyed about that kiss and suddenly felt a big slap on my head that made me get up.
"DID YOU SEE THAT! WHY DID YOU ACTED SLEEPY ! DID YOU JUST HEAR WHAT HE SAID?" " OMG GIRL! I SHIPPED YOU TOO TOGETHER SINCE THIS MORNING WHEN HE ENTERED THE CLASS" the girls kept talking and getting existed while I was just confused about the fact that he didn't mention anything about the kiss and didn't get angry but apologized to me.
The school finished and we had to go home, everybody couldn't stop whispering stuffs to each other while watching me leaving school.
I was really relieved that his girlfriend didn't show up to me ! Maybe that was the luckiest thing that happened to me today but I was really scared ! I knew that his gf won't stop taking a revenge on me.
I came home tired af and I even had to make food for my self. I'm 17 and I don't live with my parents, I live alone in Busan. I came to Korea because I was really interested in Kpop, I really wanted to become a Kpop Idol cuz I love dancing and singing.I'm actually a trainee. My parents didn't approve my decision of being a Kpop idol at all but this is my dream and I don't want my dream to be just a dream and not a reality. That's why I don't have a connection anymore with my parents for what I decided.
I was really tired and I cooked some noodles that I bought from the store and kept thinking about how such a long day was today. I was really tired that I couldn't even open my eyes so I decided to go to sleep.