Drown//Phan

Dan

Here I come, Come to You

I walked into the cemetery. I didn't want to, but everyone made me. It's been about a month and a half.

In the very clothes, that I killed, killed you in.

It was my fault... I never should've said those things to you, I never should've been such an ass.

Now I know I'm alone

I haven't talked to anyone since. Myself, yes. You, yes... but you don't reply...

I walk, to you

Walking towards your headstone hurts.

Rain falls, from you

The clouds are gathering. Tears fall from my eyes as rain falls from the sky.

Can you wash me?

I need to cleanse myself from what I've done wrong...

Can you drown me?

I walk to the bridge but can't bring myself to do it.

Here I come, again to you

It's another month later. I'm in the cemetery again. Since the first time, I can't bring myself to stop coming here to talk to you, telling you about my day like I always used to.

Just to show the blood soaked through

I pulled my sleeves over my arms, but they soaked in blood from my wrists.

Through my bones, and all I own

The blood doesn't stop. I've been doing it for weeks now. It's everywhere.

Is there a way for me to grow?

I can't keep moving on like this. I'm trying to find a way to get over this.

I walk, to you

I'm walking up to the bridge again.

Rain falls, from you

The rain is falling hard and steady, just like my tears again.

Can you, wash me?

There's no getting rid of what I did, the words I said.

Can you, drown me?

I climb over the railing. I'm gonna do it this time.

Please...

"I'll see you soon..." I whisper as I let go.

--------------------

AN:

HEY HI HELLO WRITER'S BLOCK INSPIRED THIS. I drifted off from my two main stories a bit, but got inspiration to this.

If you're having a hard time following, let me know and I'll post another chapter or something explaining the plot. But here have this.

Also, I don't know why I wrote this, but I was listening to Drown and suddenly got inspiration so I wrote.