My wonderland of a muslim life

Dear diary,
So this is my first entry and I hope this helps me and you. So I am doing this why? Because we can go on this wonderful journey together and you can learn from some of my experiences and we can just enjoy our selves and get through this dunya (life) in one piece right?

Well yesterday I listened to a lecture about dawah where you spread the message of islam and so I thought of getting twitter and Instagram. Now don't judge me but in 24 hours I got 19 followers. I think I'm doing okay. Thing is, I'm not doing it for the followers, I'm doing it so I can rack up some extra rewards as pleasing Allah is what we live for. I also want to share this beautiful religion with others and to show people what islam really is.

Now if your reading this and your not a muslim or you don't practice or something, maybe reading this will help bring you to this religion because Allah guides whom ihe wills. So in this diary I guess it will be more about you than me however, when I share past experiences you might relate to them so bare with me and be patient, more will come soon

Salam brothers and sisters :)

I am back my lovely readers, Salam to you all. So I haven't really updated this in a while as I have been doing my own research and finding peace within my self.

So if you don't know what that means, I basically spent the past month trying to become a better person because it seems every year I have a bit of a downfall, hit something like a rough patch, so I have taken some time off wattpad and twitter and tried to focus on getting my self right before I try advising anyone else because otherwise, it could count as hypocrisy which allah hates and I don't want to go down that route.

I started by watching a lot of Islamic lectures and videos on YouTube which normally make me snap back to reality for a while. If you want some channels, a couple of good ones are "the daily reminder" and "the merciful servant" which are amazing channels with people that are just amazing speakers mashallah.

Moving on I want to talk a bit about friends. Do you have friends? Probably. Do I have friends? Yes. Now I'm guessing the majority of people that read my stuff are young people in high school or collage (it's cool if your not) so I'm going to go down this way and talk about a few of my school experiences. So I'm in high school actually and I find it hard to make friends. I go to a mixed non muslim school and I'm a little awkward my self. A little meaning a lot.

Well anyway, personally I think of school in a few ways. The first is that I get an education (hooray to that because some people don't get that, God help them). The next is that I get out of the house, that's good sometimes if your feeling like you need to get and some people are only allowed to go school then go home and stay home (that's me most of the time). However, sometimes it's really annoying when your exhausted and really don't want to go in. And finally, it's the place where I have to socialise.

I mean high school is always difficult and some people like me don't really enjoy the hole, make friends kind of thing. A lot of people get bullied. Now bullying is such a disgraceful thing and school is a very popular place for bullies. And I am not going to tell you to go tell a teacher really because I have been there and our teachers don't really solve the problem. They like to think they do but honestly, the don't. What I advise is that if you have someone you can talk to like a friend or a family member, seriously talk to them. If its your friends that are bullying you, that's what I have been through and I tell you now, the best thing to do is get new friends. Now if you think " no one likes me and my friends are mean but then they are nice" seriously don't stick around for that. This is why you need to find Allah.
Allah is the only friend that won't let you down. And if anything goes wrong in the relationship, it's our fault not his. We are the ones to hold grudges not him. And if you think you have sinned too much that you are ashamed to ask for his friendship, think again. This is a God we are talking about. The God.

He has powers to protect you and take you to heaven, can your human friend do that. Humans can be good friends, if you have a good muslim friend (I definitely do) they could be your rafik in Jannah (friend in heaven). Don't give up on people completely because isolation is a work of satan and you don't want to go down that route either.

So think about your social life and think if your friends are true friends, is Allah on your friends list and do your friends influence you to do good or bad?

Salam brothers and sisters :)