It wasn't long until my cousin woke me up. When she did, I got up and looked for some clothes or a dress I can where. I found my white sleeveless dress that stops at the middle of my thigh. It expose my leopard tattoo that takes up my whole thigh. I went into the bathroom and took a quick shower. After that, I put on dress, makeup, perfume, and to top things off, I put on my blue red bottom heels. "Dang trick. You look like you finna go to the red carpet. Your booty have gotten BIGGER!" Brittany said. Which was true. Last time Brittany saw me, I was skin and bones, but now I still have a flat stomach and more thighs, hips, and booty. I guess that's what cornbread do to you. We headed to the party. We was three blocks away and we can hear the music. We came close to the party and couldn't find a place to park so we parked on the other street. There was at least a thousand people in there. Some people moved out the way as I came through while the others was tearing my clothes off with their eyes. "See? I told you. There is nothing to be shy about. Plus all the dudes here can't focus on their girls because they're looking at you. Let's go get a drink." Brittany said. We went and got us a drink or two and got up to dance. Even though I didn't have anybody to dance with, I didn't let that stop me. Awhile later, I went to go get another drink. Brittany came back with a group of friends."This is my R.O.D right here. She's new here so she need some friends to kick it with. Plus she need a man in her life." I smiled as she told them about me. I figured that they wouldn't like me, but I was surprised when they started talking to me and dancing with me. I notice the dark skin dude I saw at the beach. He was staring at me and every where I went, he went. He finally made his towards where I was. "Hey, do you remember me? The guy from the beach?" He said. "Yeah, I remember you. You also the dude that keeps following me around every where I go." I told him. He smiles. I got to admit that he had some pretty teeth. They were so straight and white. "My bad. I was trying to catch up with you so I can talk to you. I know you was kind of pissed off at me at the beach, I apologize." He says. "You straight, I guess." "Where you from?" He asked. "I'm from Memphis, Tennessee. What about you?" "The same. You look like your from ATL or somewhere else besides Memphis." "What you mean?" I ask him. "I mean, you don't look like the rest of the females there. They not on your level. I never seen a girl from Memphis wearing red bottom heels." He told me. "Well, I'm not like the rest of them then." I smiled. "You right. I know you probably have a nigga in your life or whatever, but I can have your number? Just to be friends or maybe even more." He ask. "Nah, You straight." "Aw, come on. I promise i'm not going to blow up your phone. I'm not thirsty." "I can't tell." I told him after taking a sip of my drink. "Come on, Please?" "Okay, but the second you blow up my phone, I'ma cut you off." I told him. I don't really give my number out to guys because I know some of them are not loyal and just want to get laid. The last time I even cared about about guy was when me and my ex was together. I knew he was good for me, but I was mistaken when he went off and slept around with my best friend. Biggest mistake I ever made was introducing him to her and believing him when he said he wasn't sleeping around with her. By that being said, I cut both of them off. Every since then, both of them been trying to get in touch with me, but nah I'm not having unloyal ish going on. It's kind of crazy how things change in a second of time and what can happen in seconds. I remember when I was at home and my mama said that she was going to the store. This was just last month. But anyways, she said she was going to be back in a little while because the store was just down the street. Sometimes my mama take a long time to come back because she gets a lot of groceries for the house. When she left, It was around 9:35 so I decided to go to sleep. When I go to sleep(especially if i'm real sleepy) I don't here a thing, so when I was wakened by a group of dudes, maybe around 15 dudes, in a mask, I didn't know what was going on or how they got in. They raped me. I don't know why, But they did. A few days later, I met a dude named Trey(my ex). We started dating. One day, he came over my house. It was something about the way he was acting. He finally came up to me and dropped it. "I wanted to tell you this a long time ago and I don't blame you if you don't ever talk to me again. I'm just so-" "What is Trey? You've been acting weird all d*** day. What is it?!" "Remember when you told me when you got raped? I was one of them...." That whole day, I day cried. I didn't talk to him for two days. He called every minute of the day leaving voicemails, text messages, etc. Once I forgave him, we was on good track. The next week, he cheated on me with my best friend. I was downstairs while my friend was upstairs. Since somebody was in the bathroom downstairs, Trey went to the bathroom upstairs. A few minutes later, I started hearing noise from my room. I kept hearing it so I went upstairs. As I got closer to my room, I heard moaning and bed squeaking. When I bust into my room, I wasn't surprised to see my friend and my boyfriend in the bed. This is why I barely date dudes because next thing I know, all hell broke out
