Why ? Why can't he leave me alone ? Why can't he leave me alone !? Why can't he leave me alone !?
*Wakes up*
3:25 A.M.
"Why do I keep having dreams like this?" I said to myself. For the past 3 weeks I been having the same dream about Lil D and i always say the same thing. But for what ? Why can't I just love him in my dreams? Is it me ? Or ....
*Boom
"What the hell is wrong with you?" said Daniel (my dad) "I had a bad dream im sorry dang" "well im sorry you just been scaring me ever since .." "lets not get into it, im going back to sleep" "okay goodnight " "goodnight daddy" .
6:25 A.M.
Bre
"Into you and every little thing you do, never felt this way about no dude.... "
*buzz
Phone Convo
LilBooty: Hey girly 💁
Me: Heyyyyyyyyy 😂
LilBooty: You going to the party today ??!?!
Me: Ummm I don't know ?
LilBooty: Come on i know somebody who will be there ...
Me: Ummm ill think about it
LilBooty: You going ! Ill pick you up in a min . See you in 5 bish
End Convo
"Ugh I can't deal" "deal with who sis?" my brother Darnel said.
My brother Darnel was a cool brother that glue this family together after our mom died. He made us all safe and kept us in line. Most of the time my dad leaves to go on trips and its nobody but us. Me and my brother are so close and so alike its not even funny no more. He is other half and if anything happens to him ... Lets leave it at that.
"Nothing , but are you going to the party later?" "maybe why?" "because im just asking" "whatever you say, you just want to see that boy" " what boy?" (I know he knows what I know) " your little crush on Lil D, listen my homie don't want nobody that smells like tuna and egg when they wake up" "shut up I don't smell like that" "tell that to the cat" (talking about my dog Karma) "its a dog thanks and he smells wonderful and so do I " "if you say so"
7:56 A.M
O Sh*
