Masamune Saga
That was his name back then.
His last name changed.
I remember everything now.
"I love you, Senpai."
I wonder what would he say.
I'm scared to say anything to begin with.
He knows that I've been reading the books he borrowed, and he acknowledged the fact that I'm here because of him.
What was he thinking back then?
"Ritsu?"
*badump*
Heart? What are you doing? You're not supposed to beat like that.
Oh gosh, he called me by my name for this first time.
He called me by my first name.
"I'm here, Senpai."
I was sitting at the corner of the last book shelf, I didn't want to see anyone who entered the library while after hours of school is going on.
"You really like that place huh?"
He appeared from the hall in between the parallel shelves that held hundreds of books.
Its not that I like this place, its just convenient and I can stare at Senpai without him noticing.
"Why are you smiling? What are you happy about?"
I didn't realize I was already physically smiling.
"The thought of your peaceful face as you turned every page and the crinkles of paper echoing around the library, I could stay here forever if you stayed, Senpai."
Senpai positioned himself beside me, and sat while hugging his legs.
"I'm graduating this term, Ritsu. I'm a Senior in High School, remember?"
A long awkward silence was enough to deafen me.
To be honest, it never crossed my mind.
I forgot that Senpai was a third year in High School.
And I was just in a middle school.
A fourteen year old who already knows how to stalk their senior.
"I love you, Senpai."
I slowly turned my head towards Senpai's direction, I closed my eyes at first, I was too scared to see what his reaction was.
"I already know. You wouldn't be like this everyday if you weren't."
"I know that I'm a boy, and loving someone with the same gender is weird, but Senpai, you're different. I love you, I don't know how to stop myself from doing so."
He suddenly stood up, his mad.
He's not like me, Senpai had girlfriends in the past.
He likes girls.
Girls with long soft hair, breasts that bounce as they ran and skirts that flutter over the wind.
I can never be like that.
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