My brothers best friend (DDLB, BXB)

1. Introducing....

AN/ this is a DDLB story. It will contain mentions of self harm, eating disorders, abuse, bullying, sexual activities between two sexy guys and kinkiness so kindly tap the arrow at the top of your screen if this isn't your cup of tea.

Word count: 1,205

~Alex~

Hey my name is Alex Duvall and this is just gonna be a boring summary of my life so far.

I'm 16 years old. My birthday is October 3rd and I probably seem like a decently normal teenager.

I'm a junior at Manchester Central High School. I'm openly gay. I have a decent amount of friends. I have two best friends, Xavier and Leah. I have a great older brother named Steven and even though we have our fair amount of silly little brotherly fights I couldn't ask for a better big brother. I have an amazing, hardworking widowed mother.  My dad died four years ago in a car accident and my mother has remained the strongest woman I've ever met.

I get mostly A's and B's with the occasional C in school. I skateboard and I like lots of different kinds of music. I like helping people and I'm too nice for my own good.

I always seem happy, you'll hardly ever see me without a smile on my face.

The only people who know how I truly am are my Brother, his best friend/my friend/ the guy I'm kind of madly in love with; Shane, an asshole named Dylan and Xavier.

The first person who found out was Shane. On the night before my 14th birthday he walked in on me crying with a blade in my hands and fresh cuts on my arm and he held me for nearly an hour. He never told a soul but he checked in on me pretty frequently after that, hell he still checks on me. That was the day I knew that I loved him.

Xavier found out second, one day when we were 14 he came over to hang out and he walked in when I was changing and he saw the cuts on my legs and he made me explain then he just hugged me and cried and made me promise to try and stop.

The third person who found out was my first Daddy. He hurt me very badly. We had been together for about five months and then one day he tried to take my clothes off despite my protests of not being ready. He saw my cuts and he took a knife... he cut my legs and my stomach over 30 times. Carved vulgar and disgusting words that are still scarred into me to this day then he violently raped me and screamed horrible things at me. He then hit me over and over. Day after day for over five months until one day I had enough.

I tried to kill myself and Shane found me. He told Steve, he had too, I was unconscious and bleeding. They took care of me and nursed me back to health. They beat up Dylan bad enough that he was hospitalized and broke up with me, also he hasn't bothered me since.

Anyways those are the only people who know I'm not as happy as I seem to be.

My other best friend Leah is kind of a loud moth and a bit close minded and I love her to death but there are some things I just won't ever tell her.

Like me being a little. Only one other person knows about that and that's Zavi (Xavier) and that's because he's a little too.

Zavi was over one night and he found my little stuff and yeah now we're best big boy friends and best little boy friends.

Zavi is lucky he has a mommy her name is Ashley, she's nice from what I hear. I've never met her, she goes to a school about an hour away from us.

I really wish I had a daddy. I really, really wish Shane was my daddy but that'll never happen for many reasons. One, he's my brothers best friend, two, he's probably straight and lastly, he's probably not into DDLB or even DDLG.

~Shane~

Hey my name is Shane Nadou and I'm 18 years old and this is a quick overview of my life so far.

I'm a senior at Manchester Central High School. I'm bisexual but I tend to like guys or one specific guy more than anyone else.

I have a good amount of friends and three best friends. My ride or die is Steve, he's been my best friend since 6th grade. My other two best friends are Elijah and Alec. They're boyfriends and it's actually really fucking cute.

I live with my older sister Naomi, she's 21 now, my mom died from breast cancer when I was seven and my dad abused us until Naomi was 18 then she adopted me.

My dad used to hit both of us and he molested us both. He raped me a handful of times. I tried my hardest to keep him from touching Naomi, even if it meant getting raped or getting punished, I had to protect my big sister.

I play ice hockey and I skateboard sometimes, I also like snowboarding but only if I go with Steve and Alex.

I have a part time job working at Starbucks so I don't have to ask my sister for much extra money.

Alex is Steve's little brother. He's 16 and I'm kind of in love with him... Okay, I'm really in love with him. It started when me and Steve were in 8th grade and Alex in 7th. I had started sleeping over a lot more and I started seeing Alex as a friend instead of a little kid.

Then one night I found him crying with a blade in his hand and my heart broke. I also struggle with self harm so I understood his pain and he was and still is much too amazing and beautiful to hurt himself. After that night I started checking in on him often.

About a year later something horrible happened. I found this gorgeous boy unconscious and bleeding.

He had tried to kill himself.

His "boyfriend" had done horrible, horrible things to him.

My heart raced and my blood boiled at the same time.

This boy I had been crushing on for over two years was gay!!? And someone had hurt this amazing boy to the point he would rather die?

Me and Steve beat Alex's ex to a bloody pulp.

Steven knows I'm in love with Alex. He actually guessed. When we were 15 we were talking about our crushes and this was a few weeks before he started dating his current girlfriend Deanna and he asked me who I liked and I just blushed really badly and he said it's Alex isn't it and I just got even more red faced and he automatically knew he had guessed correctly.

Steve is also the first and one of the only people who knows I'm a daddy dom.

I really want a little boy and I really wish it could be Alex but I doubt it.