Background Music : How to save a life - The Fray
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YOUR POINT OF VIEW
I finally got home after that long ass walk ima start using my car again because the inconvience that Santoss keeps trying to pull is fucked up I know your probably asking WHY TF ARE YOU STILL WIT THIS NIGGA
to be honest I don't know most of the time he is the loving Santos from before but other times he is a bitch
My mom wasn't home yet so I ordered Chines food YUMMY ( Unless you don't like Chines make it like something else like you orderd pizza )
I got a little sound notifying that I had a notification on Facebook
So I looked at it and it was by Jacob it was some video
HMM that's different I hop He did not tag me or say some stupid shit about me
I looked at the video and pressed play
It started off with him sitting there crying... something is wrong
" Some of you know me but if not , My name is Jacob Perez "
I watched about 5 minutes of It and I was shedding tears
I called Jacob
Pick up the phone Jacob
PICK UP THE PHONE JACOB
PICK UP THE PHONE JACOB!!!!!!
Tears where streaming out of my eyes I ran out to the car not grabbing anything but my phone and keys and rushed over to his house
I busted in and went up in his room
His computer was still on the comments on his video rolled in people where actually telling him to go head and kill himself
I looked around WHERE IS HE
I went into his bathroom and there he was laying in a puddle of arm blood
I went over to him and he was pale looking he was all bruised up
I went in his phone and called his mom
Mom- Yes Jacob
Me- Mrs Perez this is YN
Mom- why are you calling from his phone hun
Me- Ms. Perez I think, I think that Jacob is d-dead he tried to kill himself
Mom- WHAT HOW WHY WHEN WHERE
Mom- Check his pulse
Me- there is one
Mom- CALL THE POLICE I'LL BE THERE IN 1.5 SECONDS
I hung up and called the police and they came and took Jacob me and his mom where sitting in the waiting room
A few hours later
The doctor walked out
Doctor- Jacob Perez !?
We stood up
Doctor- well , I have good news and bad news
Mom- good news
Doctor- well he is very much Alive
Me- Bad News
Doctor- He is in a deep coma we can't make and estimate on when he will come out of it or if he even will
Me- both of those sound like bad news to me
Doctor- the pills took a huge toll on his body , he is lucky he didn't die instantly he must have really wanted to die to take 50 pills
Santos called me , ( SMH)
Me- hello
Santos- I seen the video
Me- well you should be ashamed of yourself
Santos- I know but -- ( GCO)
Me- BUT! THERE IS NO FUCKING BUT'S YOU DROVE HIM TO SUICED SANTOS YOU CRAIG AND MILEY AND YOUR WHOLE DAMN POSSY I DON'T WANT SHIT TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE I'M DONE AND YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN TAKE THIS PROMISE RING YOU HAVE ALREADY BROKEN 2 PROMISES,... never to hurt me or abandon me , maybe even 3 lie
Santos- YN I'm -- ( GCO)
Me- no , I'm done bye Santos and don't talk to me again
I hung up and turned off my phone NO MORE INTERUPTIONS
Doctor- you may see Jacob now
after Jacobs mom
I walked in and looked at his motionless body the side effects are really getting to him now
I took his hand it was scratched and bruised but what really got me was how cold it was like ice
I kissed his hand and looked at him , I noticed there where multiple cuts on his arms I looked closer and it was words
Blinded... uh ( Scwints eyes ) Afraid, Hurt, and A- Abused
I started to cry as my tears ran down his arms
Me- Jacob I am SO SORRY this happened to you I feel like it's all my fault you know
like if I would have never came you probably wouldn't have been in here right now
I ignored you because I was to stupid to understand your pain and now its my fault you in here
I cried harder and harder until I fell asleep next to him
I was waken up by the speaker
" All Visitors Must Leave At This Time , I Repeat All Visitors Must Leave At This Time "
I looked at Jacob
I kissed his lips slowly and walked out
When I turned my phone back on I had mass missed calls from Santos
But oh well
