You, silly

AN: One good friend of mine had talked me into posting this story, so here it is. I just hope you all like it. English isn't my native language, so mistakes are all mine and I'm sorry about them. Please let me know what you think.

Enjoy!
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That look in her eyes is killing her. That much hurt in her voice and pain in those beautiful brown eyes are her fault. Emma knows that, and it's killing her. Because she never, ever in a lifetime would want to hurt brunette. And why? Well, Emma dealt with that long time ago, learning that she cared for brunette, so much. But that realization came with sadness because Regina was taken. In love with Robin Hood. And watching now how Robin reunited with his family and watching Regina's heart being broken, Emma wants to bury herself into six-meter-deep pit and never come out, because it's her fault, she saved Marian and brought her back.
Regina turned around to leave without a single word. Emma followed, with idea to at least apologize.

"Regina? Please stop..."

Regina turned around and looked at her.

"Yes, Miss Swan?"

Emma sighed and fidgeting with her fingers, she spoke:

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I would never. If I knew..."

"Let me stop you right there. If you knew, you would have still saved her. You are a Savior. You wouldn't leave her to die from my hand. So don't finish that sentence." interrupted Regina.

Emma was silent and they just stood there, looking at each other. Emma opened her mouth to speak again but Robin bursted out of dinner and called:

"Regina!"

All anger came back to Regina and she had strong urge to struggle the man. She was hurt. She didn't love him, she was in love with idea of being in love. But she knew better. She loved someone else, someone special and lovely. She is beautiful and kind, the only one who saw Regina behind the Evil Queen. That someone wasn't just town's Savior, she's her Savior too. But her Savior was taken by that filthy pirate she wanted to squeeze like a bug. So she tried. But she could never love Robin the way she loved Emma. But still, hearing him one day saying he loved her and now without second thought choosing Marian, that hurts.

"You have nothing left to say to me. You made your choice." she finally spoke.

"But I..." Robin tryed to spoke but in that moment Marian came out with Roland in toe and said:

"Robin, be careful, that woman is a monster. She tried to kill me. If Emma haven't saved me, I would have been dead."

Regina's anger was replaced with hurt at those words. She hadn't been that monster in so long, and hearing it again was just too much.
Robin turned around to look at Regina with question:

"You killed her, all those years ago?"

"I didn't know who she was, but even if I did I would have killed her nonetheless. You knew who I was when you decided to be with me."

"You slept with that monster?!" Marian shouted at him with wide eyes.

Before either of them could say anything, Emma said through gritted teeth: