Its my fault.
I was the only one feeling high and bothered.
He never did say anything that confirmed our relationship, I was just caught up with his words, the false hope he gave.
How could I be so blind?
Girls would never lose to someone like me.
I could never satisfy what they can for Senpai.
"Ritsu, the ceremony is gonna end any minute now. You're really not seeing Senpai off?"
They don't know anything.
All they know is how hard I try to make Senpai like me, and how hard I tried to make him notice.
"Yeah, I'm sure. We made our plans already, so I'd still see Senpai later on."
I couldn't sleep last night.
Senpai's face when he laughed at me, the mocking face that he made when I told him...
When I told him that I love him.
That's why he never said anything, because he wasn't planning on returning any of it.
"What happened? You're lying if you say you're fine."
"I know, did you and Senpai have a fight?"
My friends always see right through me.
I even tried so hard not to cry last night, but the circles under my eyes gave me away.
"He wasn't sincere. Misaki, Shouta... I'm really stupid aren't I?"
I couldn't keep the pain anymore, tears started falling as I pressed on my chest.
"He only laughed at me as I told him my feelings, the mocking laugh that you wish you wont get to hear from someone."
"The rumors about you and An are spreading like wildfire, its not just a rumor anymore."
"Misaki, you're not helping." Shouta scolded
I nodded.
"But I would never agree to that. That's just our parents deciding for themselves. He doesn't believe me anymore, I think, whatever I said from before, Senpai thinks they're all lies."
"You should go talk to him, go find him right now. The ceremony is about to end, and I think its the best time for you to clarify things. Before the term ends."
Shouta's right.
I should clarify things before the term ends.
Senpai's going to be a Uni student and we don't have that many chances to see each other.
"I'll go."
...
People started to exit the school gym, students were leaving by class as well.
Senpai was in class 3.
"Excuse me? Have you seen Saga senpai?"
The student pointed towards the right side of the gym, and before I could ran towards that direction, someone pulled my bag.
I turned around and An kept me from leaving.
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