Writers note: sorry if you don’t like it, im not used to doing something like this so just let me know what you think of it….
im just gonna jump right into it oh and sorry there are a lot of time jumps... by the way its all real its my life not made up...
hi my name is sarah-jayne but i like to be called sarah i have had what some people would call a fucked up life...
i had to grow up at the age of 6 and start doing everything, cooking, cleaning, taking care of my mother who has got arthritis in her wrists and back she also has a double hernia.
im 18 years old now, i can only remember back to the age of 5 when i tried to kill myself on my curtains it didn't work out so well.
aged 6: my mum couldn't do things by herself anymore thats when i toke it upon myself to take care of everything couse dad worked and my sister is 18 months younger then me so she couldn't do it it was also the first time i had a friend and the first time i lost my only friend to suicide. (my first friend was a boy)
*4 years later* im still the same lonely kid who takes care of everyone even people i dont know its just the type of person i am, i stopped trying to make friends coz they just wind up leaving or dying i stoped caring two years ago i have already lost 5 friends to death and 9 friends due to them leaving.
