Dirty
Loreen struggles with life, like most teenagers. But unlike a lot of other teenagers, her father is abusive, sexually and physically. It really gets to Loreen but it isn't like she can do anything about it, she has no other family except for...
I drop my backpack off by the front door and walk up to my room. My shoes are the first thing to be taken off. I take my shorts off and think that it probably wasn't smart to wear white anyway because I was on my period. The was dumb. I take my shirt off and head to my bathroom to take my second shower of the day.
After my shower is done, I get out and put on some exercise clothes. If I am not going to be going to school then I might as well do something productive.
I walk downstairs and grab a cold water bottle from the fridge. Ethan and Grayson must be in their rooms. I head to the basement where they have their workout stuff.
I get on the treadmill and walk first. I increase the speed to where I am not quiet jogging but not walking either. I keep it there for five minutes and then move it up to jogging speed. I keep that pace for ten minutes and move it up faster to where I am sprinting. I keep that there for three minutes. I move it back down to jogging speed for another ten minutes. Then back to the jogging-not jogging pace for an additional five and then walk.
I power off the treadmill and hop off. I go over to the bar and put 25 on each side. I do ten squats and add ten pounds on each side. I squat another ten times and add five pounds to each side. I do ten more squats and stop.
I don't have a spotter and I don't feel like asking Grayson or Ethan so I don't bother with the things that require one.
After doing other workouts, I stop and head back to the treadmill, deciding to stop after that. I start at the jogging speed and think.
Emily used to be my best friend. I know Ethan must think I am a bitch for sharing her nudes and beating the shit out of her but I could have done worse. She did her worse to me. I barely did anything. I played nice. She told my worst secret to everyone. I could have told everyone her biggest secret but that is petty.
After I told her what happened with my life and what my father did to me she told me her own secret. At this time we were only 15. Emily had been at this school her whole life. Then, freshmen year, she was there for about a month and then left. She told me she was leaving but she wouldn't tell me why. Her little brother still when to the elementary. She was just gone.
I didn't see her until about almost a year later. Once she came back, we had to catch up. She talked to me about her living in New York but she didn't say why she left L.A. (A/N that is where they live and go to school btw) in the first place. I told her about my father and what he did to me. She told why she had to leave then.
She started by saying that her parents made her go live with her grandma. Her parents made her. She said that she lost her virginity to someone she didn't even know during the summer before freshmen year and got pregnant. They couldn't ever find the father of the baby, but her parents made her go live in New York until she had the baby and then she gave it up for adoption.
I told Emily I would never tell anyone ever about her secret and she told me she wouldn't tell anyone about my secret. She lied, though. I kept my promise. So call me a bitch for doing what I did, but she is the bigger bitch. What I did was nothing compared to her. She did worse than me.
I realize that I am still running and have been for the last 20 minutes. I stop and power the treadmill off. I walk up the stairs to the basement and turn the light off. I throw away my empty water bottle and head upstairs to take my third shower of the day.
After the third shower, I look at the time. It is 10:52. I was working out for about two hours. I lay down a decide to take a nap. I put on a baggy shirt with no bra and some underwear. I lay down in my bed and drift off into sleep.
Ethan's P.O.V.
I went to go check on Lor after about an hour of being home, but I couldn't find her anywhere. She wasn't in her room, the living room, the kitchen, or mine or Gray's room. I headed back downstairs and saw that the door to the basement was slightly open.
I went over to the door and looked inside. She was down there in workout clothes with headphones in doing planks. I decided to leave her alone.
An hour later, I heard her going up the stairs and into her room. Her shower turned on and then turned off after about ten minutes. I got up and went to her room after about 15 minutes.
I opened the door to see her sleeping on her bed. She looked so peaceful and beautiful. I walk over to her and lay next to her. I am going to sleep next to her. I drift off into sleep, happily thinking about her beautiful self only to wake up on hour later, sweating and breathing heavy from my dream.
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Him. His eyes. His lips. His perfection. Just him. Okay?