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Darlene

April 8th 2117

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERE'S Darlene
I have been blogging a while about Darlene but have been dancing around talking more about our situation after yesterday several explosions that occurred  I feel I must talk more about the mystery that is Darlene also my psychologist I just had an appointment with said it might be good.
So Darlene and I first meet at a library if you can believe that the libraries that are still around are more social places then anything Darlene was working there I asked if they had any original Sherlock Holmes books as I am a sucker for old mysteries.
Darlene had these desperate clear blue eyes and longing long flowing black hair, captivated. I heard my heart wrench as I gazed at the high cheekbones and lush lips. Sorry I  can no describe this moment further tears are flowing from eyes I am chocking up and coughing....: so to move along I asked if we could go to a juice bar sometime. Darlene shocked me by saying yes our romance went fast and furious from that point forward. Here is an excerpt from a message Darlene sent me.

Deep in my heart - there's a fire - a burning heart
Deep in my heart - there's desire - for a start
I'm dying in emotion
It's my world in fantasy
I'm living in my, living in my dreams

You're my heart, you're my soul
I'll keep it shining everywhere I go
You're my heart, you're my soul
I'll be holding you forever
Stay with you together

Your my heart, you're my soul
Yeah, I'm feeling that our love will grow
You're my heart, you're my soul
That's the only thing I really know

Let's close the door and believe my burning heart
Feeling alright come on open up your heart
Keep the candles burning
Let your body melt in mine
I'm living in my, living in my dreams

My eyes are once again full of tears reading that again. I will take a break for a second

Okay coming back to the present Darlene sent me a message yesterday here is an excerpt
I have a place where dreams are born,
And time is never planned.
It's not on any chart,
You must find it with your heart.
Never Never Land.
It might be miles beyond the moon,
Or right there where you stand.
Just keep an open mind,
And then suddenly you'll find
Never Never Land.
You'll have a treasure if you stay there,
More precious far than gold.
For once you have found your way there,
You can never, never grow old.
And that's my home where dreams are born,
And time is never planned.
Just think of lovely things.
And your heart will fly on wings,
Forever in Never Never Land.
You'll have a treasure if you stay there,
More precious far than gold.
For once you have found your way there,
You can never, never grow old.
And that's my home where dreams are born,
And time is never planned.
Just think of lovely things.
And your heart will fly on wings,
Forever in Never Never Land

After digging into the mystery of this message I find out Darlene has setup a virtual world called Never Never Land . A copy of Darlene consciousness was uploaded to this world.
Yesterday Darlene was hoping to end Darlene life here and start a new life there. This whole thing is crazy.
I just visited this virtual world everybody who goes there becomes a dog I am a beautiful grey short haired Italian greyhound very sleek there are several endless fields lots of toys and the best dog food I ever tasted. It is a beautiful world and longer I stayed the more I wanted to become a VP virtual person.

Nowadays there is lots of people who are doing this mostly at the end of their life. You have a choice too go to a virtual world and people often go with there friends
Maybe at the end of my life I might choose to go to one of these virtual worlds. Sad my dad did not do it , as I could go visit him, when ever I want like yesterday would of been great. I was such a mess yesterday I still am a mess. So Darlene lost that grasp of reality we all need to be grounded to the earth.

Darlene secret message two days ago did not make complete sense I should known something was seriously wrong why didn't I do something instead I was selfish thinking of only myself and blocking Darlene from reading my blog what an Ass I am!

Comments

Zo just sayed Its not your fault don't punish yourself
Ariel says The heaviness of yesterday fills the heart but there was room there for humour, and joy too. So true Ariel
Kim says Let me tell you: the only way to get rid of dragons is to have one of your own. Well I became a dragon yesterday for sure

Tracy says How many infinite lives have been lived since man first had consciousness or awareness of his soul?
And how many of those souls have stared up at the stars in wonder; pondered the meaning of their existence, the meaning of life, the thoughts of their ancestors, dreamed of the futures of his offspring and the purpose of all that is man?
How long will we wander before the truth is found?

That is way too many questions for me right now look back at those great questions another day I still can not believe the doctors reversed Darlene change it just makes me so mad thinking about it I just want to protest I would like send this around resend #stopreversalofcaninechange maybe if enough people protested they will stop this barbaric practice of reversing canine change.

Its the system that is not supporting Darlene that is not helping in anyway and is driving Darlene mad I know if I was in the same situation as Darlene has been in I would be a little crazy too. It is only noon but I feel tired NNT noon nap time
And that's the way it is.