Meet My Rich Husband (Sekaiichi Romantica Fanfic)

Chapter 16 - Memories

"Saga-senpai."

"Are you okay, Ritsu? Do you want me to call a taxi? Do you want me to bring you home?"

I felt dizzy.

My head wanted to burst into a thousand pieces.

The memory of me being so sad, depressed...broken.

It came rushing back, the pain I felt. Everything.

"I want to cry, Shouta."

"Go on, cry."

But the tears wouldn't fall.

I remember it clearly.

For so many months, I felt like I was a different person.

Not only feel, but I looked like someone else.

So lifeless, thin, out of this world.

Unreachable.

No one could bring me back.

Until one day, I woke up.

I woke up, feeling like I fell to the deepest parts of the ocean.

And all the pain, the unwanted emotions were left to fall deeper and all that left was my body rising up to the surface.

I snapped.

...

"Ritsu? I'm picking you up, I'll be there in 5 minutes."

"No, Masamune. Shouta and I have to go somewhere so go home without me."

Shouta decided not to leave me alone.

That was the right thing to do.

I don't know what will happen if Shouta wasn't here right now.

"Is that so? Should I pick you up later then? Just text me the location and I'll come get you."

"No, I'm good. I'll take the train home."

"Yokozawa isn't here anymore so if you're worried about that situation again, don't be."

"I'm not worried, who says I'm worried? Ok, I'll talk to you later then."

I told Shouta what happened to me on my birthday.

I told him about Masamune, about him being my husband, how he was the owner of Marukawa Printing, and how I thought my virginity was stolen by him.

"Think about it, Ritchan. You thought, Senpai stole your virginity when you actually gave it to him."

I laughed.

It was so good to laugh again.

"Yeah, I was so mad when I felt my ass so fvcked up. I couldn't stand, or walk straight for that matter and honestly, he did me good."

"You slut."

"Don't talk to me like that, and I remember okay? I'm not gay, maybe a little gay but--"

"I see no difference, Ritchan. You're still gay. GAY FOR SENPAI THAT IS."

We laughed again.

Feeling all those emotions earlier almost seem like were only just my imagination.