It's not like you've never been heartbroken before, it's just that, it's more painful than the rest. Those puffy eyes bags are already visible under your brown crimson eyes. 'I fell hard, and no one was there to catch me'.
.
.
Flashback; Valentines day, 50% of the worlds' population enjoys it, like it's the only day that they could feel eternal love. 50% dislikes it, never felt love before? This years' valentines day is not just a 'boring hectic day' for you anymore, it's the day you'll confess to your best friend, Byun Baekhyun. It has been years, you've been too shy to admit. It's weird how you felt like confessing to him today. You couldn't help it anymore, it has been years of keeping this secret undeniable love towards your own best friend.
.
.
You skipped happily down the road to Baekhyun's house that was a few blocks away from yours'. You heart went full speed as you reached the left turn of his house. Taking several of deep breaths before entering the gate, you told yourself that everything's gonna be fine, will it?
.
.
You unlocked Baekhyun's backyard gate to lead to his garden that has been filled with memories for years. Remembered how you'd jump on his back and you'll held his neck tightly as he ran in circles with you on him. You shook your head and walked in. Walking in with full of regretfulness, you let your eyes closed by itself, as a tear escaped. Never you felt this broken.
.
.
They both parted away as soon as you left the lovey dovey away. Although you aren't a fast runner, but hella you ran really fast this time. How you could just feel depressed on sports day so you could win the race.
.
.
But Baekhyun was a runner, a real one. Obviously he catched up on you. Pulling your wrist, he spun you around to face him.
" Why are you crying? ", he asked you with his worried eyes.
" Why do you care? ", it's like nigara falls gushing down your cheeks.
" Because I care about your feelings! ", he said as he caressed your damp cheeks, but you harshly shrug his fingers off you.
" No Baekhyun, you've never cared about my feelings! Telling me that you really cared about my feelings? Joke of the year Byun Baekhyun. I thought that today I would finally have the courage to tell you what I've actually felt about you, but looks like you don't want to even listen to it and I'll try my best to sweep off this feeling away from myself ", you bowed to him and walked away. To be précise, running away.
.
.
This thing is not gonna stop, he's still running to catch up on you. Tugging the sleeve of your sweater, he spun you around again, giving you a teddy bear hug.
.
.
This is wrong...........
He likes someone else.........
.
.
With the strength you had left, you pushed his chest away from yourself, making him land on the pavement with his eyes full of shockness. You were startled with your actions but it's the least you could do right now.
" Do you know what that feels? It's the feeling I get when I fell hard for you ", you forced a smile and carried on running away from that nightmare you witnessed.
