HELLO!! I FELL LIKE A JELLO! I FEEL SO MELLO AND YOU SMELL LIKE A PEDOOO-Erm...
JK :p I bet you smell fine. I mean if you don't smell fine then go shower or something...
ANYWHO! I made a new chapyyy! yayyyyy! *Twirks* HELL YEAH! I TWIRK BETTER THAN THAT MILEY CHICK!
If some of you are confused with my authors notes from the other chapters. I had a other wattpad account but I had to delete it. D,: DO NOT ASK WHY! And I had very nice comments and all...But now they are all gone! OK!
And I will be leaving comments on some things in the story. With this type of writing.
ON TO DA CHAPTAHHH!
Louis' POV:
I can't believe that THE ZAYN MALIK skips school for some blonde chick! Ugh! Like what the actual hell? He prefers to be with some Blondie instead of me?
"WAIT!" A voice in my head yells.
"What?" I feel pretty weird answering my own thoughts.
"Why DO YOU care about Zayn being with someone else that is not you, Hmmmm?"
"I DO NOT CARE..." What kind of freak has a fight with his own thoughts?
"You." It says.
"I'M NOT A FREAK!" I protest
"Mmmhhmm" When did I become such an annoying prick?
"Being an 'annoying prick' is in your veins. I mean look what you did to Zayn. You make him question life and-"
"STOP!" I feel my nails digging into the palms of my skin.
"Whats wrong? Little Lou? Cant face the truth?" Lou... Zayn was the one who made that nick name for me...
"Oh Zayn?!!?! Isn't that guy your friend? That's not right... AHH ZAYN! The guy you hurt everyday! The guy you scared off! The boy who hates you! Right?"
"ZAYN DOESN'T HATE ME! WE WERE FRIENDS ONCE!" I protest once more.
"FRIENDS?!?! Really? For what? 15 minutes? 20?"
I can't take this! Zayn does not hate me... Right? Wait ! What do I care if he hates me?
"You still don't know?" Oh great, him again...
"Yay! I'm back! " Ugh.
"Know what?"
"That you like Zayn or even LOVE" ME? Like HIM?
I do not like that weirdo! I don't like him and I bet he likes that blonde girl anyway...
"Jealous?"
I AM NOT JEALOUS!!! Why do you think-
"You mean yourself. I'm just YOUR thoughts mate"
Well why can't I understand- Wait! Come again.
"YOU ARE THE ONE FIGHTING WITH YOURSELF! Your alone.No one else here! You Idiot!"
I look around and I'm right. I am in the edge of my bed... Absolutely alone. No one is there to hug me. Care for me. My parents love me and care for me but they are never around. It is like they don't even exist. But I mean a different kind of love... The one where they kiss you and whisper all the good things you don't see in yourself. The one where you can feel beautiful and important. The one you want for a big period of your life.
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FanfictionWhat happends when you fall for the loner of the school without even knowing it. The guy with no friends. The guy you hurt everyday. The guy that you have bullied. And why in hell should he like you back? What happends if your the most hated person...
