Just one day comes you. One night I sit here alone and you came. You send a simple "hey". That's where we all start. A conversation gets started and we get started. Every day progresses, we get closer and closer. We learn each other more than I let people know me. I don't every open up , but with you it felt right. Still to this day you are finding out more of my darkest secrets. I let you be my first love, my first everything basically. You had everything you ever needed when you had me. I was you shoulder to cry on when you were down. I was your support. I was most of all once your girl. But then came the hard part. We was together for almost five months. The first of those months we was a strong healthy relationship. But once I started to realize how I was acting it was to late. You were already gone. You told me "goodbye". I shutdown once you said those two words. What hurt the most is you told me "I love you". You promised you'd never leave, that we can get through everything. I thought we could but I guess there was no fight left in you.
You soon moved on. I was still left in shock at the time. But it's crazy that I was able to sit and watch you be happy for the months that we were broke up. Every girl you hugged, kissed, made smile. I wasn't that girl anymore. I wasn't the one to put that smile on your face or the one to keep your lips warm. I was just a someone. It has felt like eternity without you, but I found myself to deal without you. But now that you have tried and step foot back into my life , I've noticed that I'm the one to hold you, to kiss you, to make you smile once again. I feel like your my priority. I don't want to mess this up again. I honestly want to have a future with you. I try to be loyal I try to be the queen that is with her king through deep shit. Your MY KING. I'm goin ride or die with you , I'm goin to hustle wit you , we goin grind together. We are like Bonnie and Clyde.
