Her
We didn't talk a lot today, but we still talked. Whenever we talk I get so nervous that I'm gonna mess up, but I rarely mess up. I think my brain just slowly shuts down and says anything and everything. She checked up on me, which made me feel pretty good. I still don't understand why she likes me, but I mean that's normal.
Sad and Stuff
I'm kinda going crazy, over all of this. Not having time to talk, anxiety, and all the other stuff that is messing with my brain. But today, was odd in a way. None of it really bugged me, it all just kinda disappeared.
Highlights
I had newspaper today, which was pretty fun. I haven't been there in a while, and I kinda regret but that's okay. I got to talk to some friends that I haven't talked to in a while, and I started feeling better! Tomorrow I think I have to help sell newspaper stuff at lunch, so that's gonna be great.
Fangirlness
Can we just talk about Heathers (the musical) for a second?
**possible spoilers**
VERONICA SHOT JD!!!! THAT IS NOT OKAY!!!! LIKE WHAT?! THEN SHE WAS JUST LIKE "...say hi to god..." AND BOOM THE BOMB GOES OFF LIKE NOOOO!!!! AHHHH!!!!
