over you

i need to get over you.

i will not say names.

i will not let you cut your self.

i love you.

you hate me.

i cant help falling in love with you.

is this a sin if i can't help falling in love with you?

i can't hug you.

i can't leave you.

one person i love.

one.

is my love dead?

i need to get over you.

i love you.

you hate me.

i know you don't love me.

i know i told you.

i love pain.

i can't stand to see you cut yourself.

i can't stand to see your pain.

i still can't stop loving you.

i stalk you at lunch.

i like that you don't care.

i like that you don't annoy me.

i love that you understand me.

i don't like to talk.

but i love talking to you.

you make me happy.

i'm lonely.

stressed.

depressed

insomnia

adhd

ocd

schizophrenia

suicidal

problems.

i tell you:i am more broken than you.

its true.

you wont listen.

i'm getting more depressed.

i really love you.

you say: i don't see what people see in me.

they see:

kindness

understanding

beauty

love

common interests

ect.

i love you.

your pain makes me want to die for you.

i feel as though i caused your pain.

now i want to die for you.

i'm sorry i can't get over you.

i love you.

no one cares about me.

not even you.

i thought about it,

i can't trust you on that topic.

but i know what your frens will think:

does she love you?

i do.

i can't lie.

i don't want to say the name people know you by,

so i'm sorry i can't get over you amaya.

i love you...

i'm sorry.

DO NOT cut because of me.

do not hurt your self.

i'm sorry that i'm telling you what to do.

but if you do care about me,

then do it for me.

-Kira.