When life taught me how it work, It gain nothing, ha-ha funny how life seems so perfect, when it do has a lot of imperfections, hiding from the consequence in the middle of truth and lies. Life is inevitable. And inevitability sucks, knowing that you have the world in your palm, but yet you chose to drift it away, and now your asking for a second chance, boy, second chances doesn't exist, then regrets form a way, regrets, knowing that you may not have a chance to make things right! Sometimes I ask, why do we always chose the right thing, over the things that makes us happy, well maybe we call it sacrifice.. I close the book when boredom strikes me. Nagkulong ako sa kuwarto, after hearing that my beloved cousin is going out of country to study in College, haisst, Can life get any boring, I'm Not fond of reading books, because I always ended up pitying myself, then my fantasies whirling around, Like Alice in the wonderland.
"Leanne, aalis na ang kuya Deiv mo, hindi ka ba sasama? Para maihatid Man lang sa AirPort ?
Yaya! Do I have to tell you a hundred times, that I'm not going, just give him my regards, I still hate him for what happen, though.. Saad ko habang nakayuko, He's always Been my favorite cousin, because he always give me branded clothes. Given the fact that his mother is in abroad, he's like that to all our cousins, though he may be a little cocky and arrogant sometimes, but still He's my cousin, always and forever be.
" Nak, alam no naman na mga anim na taon ding mawawala yung pinsan mo o, huwag kang mag alala, he told me that he will call your grandma if he has time, he'll keep in touch for sure"
"Ok, ikuha mo na lang ako ng damit", "I'm going" I said As I Made my way through the bathroom.
The cold water brushed down through my body as I remember all the memories, that me and my cousins shared, I will surely treasure it for the rest of my life, becoz that is the memories worth keeping for, the love for family will surely reciprocate and in that way I was happy I was loved, I don't need a man who can give the world to me, buy me extravagant things, shower me sugar coated words and in the end left me hanging, what the hell am I saying? For goodness sake I'm just 13 years old. Arghh. If Deivorgh Can read my thoughts Im sure he Will tease ME. Bragging and blabbering about certain things like basketball, that he knew I'm not kind of interested, since I'm the Unica hija of the Villegas clan, they taught ME basketball and ended up teasing each other, and I'm the one who's getting pissed off first. Hey! I cry at that thought.
"Ate Cess, sabi ng mama mo gumayak ka na daw kundi iiwan ka hihihi" Oh that creepy laugh I know it's Janalia that kid. Tsk
"K." Saad ko habang tinatapis ang tuwalya saking katawan at dire diretso sa kuwarto ko at dali daling nagbihis. I'm wearing a floral top and a pink mini skirt that match up with my cute little pink sling bag. And a purple doll shoes with my aviators. To sum it up , parang ako ang ihahatid sa AirPort. Gaahh hindi ako ang bumili nito Like what I said earlier. My aunt from Greece buys these All. Well galante naman siya eh.
Sumakay ako sa rented Van na inarkila namin. Truth is we're from a province, pero hindi naman siya probinsiyang pribinsiya it's more Like a civilized province, Hindi naman sa pagmamalinis but medyo stereo type ako, mahiyain mga gano'n.
Sinalpak ko nalang ang aking earphones, and listen to mellow music, As I roamed my eyes on the surroundings. Manila here I come.
Actually lahat kaming magpipinsan ay naririto so It served As a mini reunion despite the farewell of our beloved cocky cousin.
Dun kami sa station 3? I don't know, basta pag pasok namin nag CR kaming girls, well honestly tatlo lang naman kaming babae isama na natin si Inang. That's our term for our Lola since we Are from a province. So apat kami papunta sa girl's CR. After we pee naghugas na lang ako ng kamay at hinintay ko na ang aking mga pinsan. I fished for my phone and scroll the newsfeed in my Facebook, well IM Not Really fond of surfing the Internet though we have a wifi, since madami namang bata sa amin at nagbabasa lang ako ng mga libro sa amin. Hinihintay kong lumabas sila ng sinabi sa akin ni Lola na nagugutom daw sila Angelina at Janalia kaya lumabas muna sila since mayroon pa namang 30 mins. Bago magboard yung sinasakyan nilang eroplano. Nagpaiwan na ako sa CR dahil babalikan na lang daw nila ko at baka pag umalis ako ay baka mawala pa ako. Naglaro na lang ako sa cellphone ko ng kahit ano ng may grupo ng babae na papunta dito, well they look beautiful and elegant at hindi naman ako mukhang makikipagsabayan sa kanila kaya ni-reside ko na lang ang pagpindot pindot sa cellphone ko kahit na wala naman na akong ginagawa masabi lang na meron.
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Just this Time
Teen Fiction"I was his greatest nightmare and so am his, he was my everything but I'm not his'. It sucks knowing that you just can't have everything" "When love played it all. It's a game over" Credits to: girly m (illustration)
