A Collection of Poetry from a Lonely Girl

Oh the Memories

My skin cold as ice.
Even in summer, you make me freeze.
Unforgettable memories stuffed into millions of jars,
locked permanently in this mind of mine.
But perhaps they are better off lost, forgotten, ignored.
Are you better forgotten?

You are crazy, stupid, annoying, funny, caring.
So many things I can say, in such a short period of time.
You have changed me,
for better and for worse,
and for that, I am forever grateful.

Though life has changed in these short five years,
I can't forget the silly phrases, the sewing needles.
But I know that our journey will end soon, and maybe that time is now.
I love you both more than anything.
Please, never forget that.
It will be okay.
 
Thing is,
I have to leave.
Don't forget me,
and I won't forget you.

Maybe one day when we're grown,
in the gloomy, grey sky days,
we can pass by each other, like strangers.
You will not notice due to the torn up book of ideas in your hand,
but I will stare with tears in my dark blue eyes and a heart full of pain.

I'll get this feeling in my gut that I get whenever I see you.
My heart will ache and I will remember those days,
when I was happy with my two best friends.
Side by side, hand in hand.

We will know something is different,
maybe it is the fact that I am just a ghost in your world,
and you are the famous writer I knew you would be.
And the other will be the artist in a big city waiting for love.
Documenting every little thing that happens.

I am just proud that you have fought so hard.
I know it was for someone that wasn't me,
but all my fighting was for you.

Now, when you fight for that girl in Wisconsin,
she will make you happier than I ever did.
and I am okay with that.
Goodbye.