This is the story of a little boy. Forgotten in this world.Not having many friends.The boy was very weak. A very weak pitiful excuse for a human.is what he called him self.
You see when he was born he had a disability.His vocal cords where injured. The doctors tried to help it but it didn't turn out to well.Because of this disability his father left his mother.His mother had to support the family with her own money. Meaning she either has two jobs or works over time.leaving the boy at home mostly by his self. He didn't like it but it keep him alive. He just wish that his mother would get a break.So he thought a good idea would be to get a job of his own.The boy of only the age of 12 when looking for jobs.to be surprised he found one. A paper boy,it wasn't much but it would do. There for the little boy was helping his mother. One day on his paper route he found a white building. it was so white it almost made him blind.They had special mail that gave him extra money so he walked up the building only to be snatched in with a gun to his head.He panicked and tried screamed and kicked one of the men.This made the man holding him mad so he shot the gun but not in the little boys head,but in his chest.
The boy awoke in a hospital. He had an iv in his hand and his vision was blurred,so he just keep his eyes closed and listen to the voices. he recognized one to be his mothers. "ma'ma your sons heart was fractured and now he need a heart transplant".The doctor sounded like he was on the verge of tears also so he stoped there. My mother weeped for what sounded like forever.He opened his eyes. He was holding back his tears.He patted her back."oh sweety i don't insurance for that". He looked at her and lifted his fingers to talk in sign language "it's okay if i die now". She shook her head and looking at her slightly mumbling."no not now honey".She ran out the room calling the doctor. His mom is a very sweet person to sweet for her own good.
The next day his mom and the doctor came into the room.Both having a sad look on there face.We have a donor the doctor said.The boy smiled and looked at the doctor and his mom they still had a frown on their face. The donor is you mother.He looked down and tried to scream.No im not taking your heart he wanted to say but couldn't.his hands where shaking so he had no other way to say it .She looked down at him .She kissed his head. "We will start as soon as we can,but i have some more bad news". Your mom have a fragile heart meaning that you will have to stay in the hospital for a long time maybe even your whole life. No he moved his fingers as he ripped the iv out of his rist. He tries to gets off of the bed only to fall down on the floor the room around him turned black.
When he had awoken his mother was in a hospital gown and a shower cap on her head." I love you so much my son".She said as she got on the other bed.He was about to panic and lash out but a doctor gave him some kind of gas and he passed out.when he awoke he was all alone again.This time there was really no one to return to at home. He remembered this and started to cry. He would be stuck like this for the rest of his life.
Three years later he's in the same hospital.This boy that lost everything still finds a way to smile.He still loves life. He gets to go out sometimes and thats a blessing. There still are some times where he cried.They fixed his voice during the operation so he could talk. It was just he couldn't. Some of the doctors tried to teach him. He knew how to say the words its just something that held him back.
Now lets get to the girl. The girl thats lost her way in this world.She thought of herself as a monster. A fat ugly monster.
She had a normal life she lived with her mother and sister ,she's six.
From the first day she went to school she was bullied.She had one friend and he helped her.In the middle of the school year she moved.Only to be made fun of again. Not a lot of people looked at her they where all scared of her she was taller than the other kids.When she did make friends they would shun her from their group.Then she met a group of people that said they would be friends forever.
Just as things looked like they were getting brighter she got bullied again.She cry and crys.She also tries to commit suicide. After that she always was the back up friend no one ever talking to her unless their main friend was gone. It made her sad she wanted to kill her self.She thought that she was a monster because she didn't get a lot and never had much before. She saw herself as clingy thats why she was a girl of the shadows. at least thats what her friends called her.she was a ghost of a girl a mistake never even meant to be here.
But in the world around her she was a really sweet girl. Having manners that non other her age had. Being kind to the bullies that hurt her and never hurt them back.Helping other people who were being bullied. She really was a sweet kind beautiful girl but all she saw was a mistake.
As three year goes by shes gets bitter and starts to talk louder and hides her sweet girl inside. She doesn't want to seem weak so she hides it all. It shows when shes alone. But it might never surface for the world to see again.
The sweet girl was damaged hiding in a shell to protect her self.She still did a lot of kind things for people too. She gave to the homeless and read to the orphans.
The next thing she was going to do was volunteer for helping at the hospital.
She knew she was going to love this. she loved helping people in need
