as we awake from our nights sleep we have all these thoughts which we keep, deep down inside our selfs we show none of these emotions caused by thoughts. although only a few are good it seems the negative take control. I for one know this first hand, I've had many things happen to me but all I can do is push the memories and thoughts down further and further. we throw the covers off of ourselfs every morning we climb out of bed and slip into our skin. see as we awake we are a dark figure kinda like a silhouette. just the shape of our body's no real definition or anything to us just a black figure. so slipping into our skin isn't really anything new to us see our skins already clothed . it comes with our facial features body type. our phycally features all can see. as for the fake smile it has along with it. again first hand I know this is how my day goes by. people see what my skin wants them to see that friendly smile the, our gleaming eyes, ect... but what they don't all know is under our skin lies the real us, the shadow within. it's dark sensitive alone. looking for acceptance and love. passion from Thoes around you not all this fake stuff they see, because if they knew the shadow within they would only treat you different. so after the day goes by we all slip out of our skin and by the end of the night it's fading off anyway. as it gets later we slide to our normal state that shapeless helpless dark figure we are all so used to. wen you sleep if you do. it's not always good. Thoes memories you've shoved so far down keep coming back and feel so real only making your inertia demons want to escape the next morning. but no one can know so again the morning comes and you slip into your skin and fake your real emotions all over again the days and nights just repeated over and over again. for Thoes who get this like it and let me know because this is my life's story and I feel alone not knowing if day by day is going to change. of you feel this way make a change as I'm trying to. depression isn't something to play with.
