Life isn't Rainbows and Sunshine

The Girl who Never Stopped Smiling

    Yeah, sure she's smiling.  But don't let her fool you.  If you look into her eyes, you'll see she's breaking inside.  

    She's the person who's so lonely because she's watching her whole world fall apart, but all she can do is stare blankly.  She is the person who will sit in the bathroom and cry, but then walk out as if nothing never happened.  She's the person that's always smiling because it's easier that explaining why she's sad.  

    She's hiding what she's feeling and she's tired of doing it, but she knows there is no other choice.  She is waiting for a change that will never happen.  And maybe, it's her fault, because she isn't open.  But it's the only way she knows how to cope.  It's the only way she's ever coped, because it's the only way she's allowed to cope.  It's the only way she's allowed to be.

    And she's so tired of trying, because even though she's smiling, inside she's really dying.    She's hurt, mentally and emotionally.  But everyday, she'll walk with a smile, cause that's just who she is: The Girl who never stopped smiling.