Well, I feel as if I'm in-superior. As if everyone is better, which most likely is the case. I can't really rely on that many and I'm alone. I was left alone by many. It probably shouldn't bother me but it does, quite much so. I love who I shouldn't. I care about who I shouldn't. Yet, nobody cares about me. I guess that just seems to be the sad reality of life. Giving up whatever means to make someone happy and they just throw you to the fucking trash like the most vulgar thing imaginable. I suppose I am useless..