Far From Home

CW: drugs, suicide/self harm, language, sexual reference.
Please don't read if these particular types of content disturbs you.

There is that time in everyone's life that invisibility isn't just an impossibility, but is that one complicated want that you are longing for. Usually, in a red-faced, yet ridiculous situation. Embarrassment. I understand that feeling, and maybe, that's how my obsession with invisibility started-- began with humiliation.

To make this all easier for you-- my name is Pandora. Or more commonly known from today on as Liberty, which means free. Introverted, 'anthropophobic' and socially awkward are words that are often used to describe about me. But hell-- I enjoy solitude, and as lonely as I get it's better than being around people I can't trust. Being noticed is not only confrontation, but only ends with me even more broken than I was originally. Unfortunately, all of this is just leaves me feeling heavy-hearted; I don't just despite my shyness. I loathe it. The tongue-tied moments, unable to make conversation, the trembling, fast heart-beat and the lies to excuse myself from social situations.

My plans for my future is my strongest motivation. Invisibility... I crave it. I crave living alone in my own little world, away from everyone. Reach for your dreams-- they say; they won't come to you. I believe in that motto, thus my plans for the future are already in planning process. I'm getting out of this hell-- even if it means killing Pandora, every little piece she is.

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