We Are Monster's (Ereri)

Chapter 8- Voices In My Head.

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A/N: Yes, I know what you're probably thinking Rn Inky's a dumbass for logging out of her account and forgetting her password without signing in with her email I know, I know ;-; I didn't mean to, I was trying to figure out how to message someone to thank them for voting on my story and thank someone else for putting my story in their reading list, and To text other people if I wanted to, But OF COURSE I f#cked up and yeah, I'm very upset about this and ashamed of myself ;-; Also because it took me Forever to update smh. I'm going to stop babling and Jabbering about this. Anyway, As always, I hope you enjoy!!!

Third Person's Point Of View.
Levi and Eren had decided to stay low, and hide in Levi's old abandoned house for one more day before they leave to figure things out. Though, While Eren was sleeping he had yet another nightmare; The nightmare felt too real to be fake. Eren heard people calling him things like "You're a Monster!" "You Deserve To Die!!" "You don't deserve to have the Corporal" "You should be eaten by a Titan!" "You should kill yourself!" All those hurtful things, Being called to him. He woke up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, But of course it was hard to tell in the underground wether it was day or night (day N' nite, what what...) Eren looked over to his side, Seeing Levi sleeping, Actually looking quite peaceful. Eren held his head in his hands as he started to hear the voices again, Calling him hurtful names. Soon it stopped and he laid down, But wasn't able to fall back to sleep.
~Hours later~ Eren had stayed up all night, and Levi had finally woken up, rubbing his dark blue eyes. As Levi sat up in the old bed, he looked over at Eren, Who had his head in his hands. "Eren? Eren?!" Levi grabbed Eren by the shoulders and made him turn and look at him. Eren finally looked up and saw the concern in Levi's eyes. "What's wrong?" Levi asked, Still looking worried. "The voices...the hallucinations..the nightmares...they are coming back" Eren said, without making eye contact with Levi.

Levi's Point Of View
I didn't know...I mean, how was I supposed to? He's been transforming into a titan for a long time now, helping out in expeditions and saving us all, than all of a sudden he can't control it? Everyone thinks he's a monster, but...I think of him differently. that brat...is a hero. But even while all of this shit was going on, I still didn't realize..It was only a matter of time before...Eren fades away.
After getting out of bed, me and the brat were downstairs, getting ready to go out of the old house, that brung back a lot of good and bad memories...I told Eren about my plan, it was risky but it was a risk we'd have to take. What else can we do? The plan was that me and the brat go out of the underground and he'd turn into his Titan form, showing everyone that he can control it while I'll be on his shoulder as he marches around...What if he can't control it? I know, Dumbass idea huh? But what else do we have to lose?
I started shuffling out of the house, we walked carefully to the end of the underground, where the hole that we jumped down to even get to the underground, was. I was about to zip-line up to get to the top, but I turned my head to look at Eren. "You comin' or what?" I murmur and he nodded "I just...need to think for a moment" he said while not making direct eye contact with me, but I knew he probably just wanted time alone for a moment so I nodded and let him be, so I let him walk off for a bit, until I heard a deep, raspy voice from the end of a dark alleyway. I cursed under my breath, the voice was similar, way to similar to forget. "Kenny?" I say questionably, without even turning behind me to look at the alleyway I heard the voice come from.
Silence.
Nothing. He didn't reply. I decided to brush it off as just my mind playing tricks on me and I zip-lined up to the end of the ledge of the hole of the underground, looking down the hole as I waited for the brat to come back, but after a while, I noticed that Eren was taking a long time to come back. "Shit..." I murmur, Where the hell did he go? I thought with a frown, as I was about to jump back down the hole, but before I could I stopped dead in my tracks when I felt a brush of wind on the back of my neck, like someone was right behind me, breathing on my neck. I tensed up at the sudden feeling and didn't even bother to turn around. After all, I'm not some dumbass like Eren, I know I'm injured, too hurt to fight in this condition.
Whoever it was, they put their hand over my mouth just in case I made noise. I knew who this person was, I just didn't want to believe it.
Kenny...
"Where's Eren? Where the HELL IS EREN?" I barked as I shoved his hand off my mouth, turning around to look at him. "That's how you greet me after all these years?" Kenny asked, with a smirk on his face that only made me more anxious and frustrated, yet I stayed calm. "Answer my damn question" I growled. "Answer mine first" he said, that smug look on his face never leaving. I couldn't take it anymore. Why now? why is he coming back to me now, after he's left me. WHY? I couldn't get it across my head and I took out my pocket knife. "Fuck you, where's Eren?!" Kenny's smirk faded. "Eren...? You mean that kid I just killed a couple moments ago?"
"What?...What did you fucking say?"
All emotions slurred in my head at once. Is he lying? Or did he really. . .
I gripped my knife tightly in my hand, literally about to plunge it at him, but I didn't for some reason, not just yet. "Levi, you look angry" he dared to comment. I put my knife next to his neck. "Tell me you're lying. Where is he?" Kenny smirked at me. "Like I said, he's dead. He got in my way, so I hurt the boy. I stabbed him" at that moment, I charged at Kenny with my knife in hand. Maybe I was a dumbass for fighting back with these injuries, but I had no other choice. I knew it would come down to a fight either way. As I charged at him with my knife, it was like he disappeared in mid air and I almost tripped over my own feet. I stopped and looked around. Where the hell did he-? I thought to myself angrily, not even finishing the sentence to myself. I gripped the knife tightly in my right hand, though I am ambidextrous, (which means, just in case you didn't know, that he can use either of his hands to write, catch a ball, or swing a knife.) looking around silently. My anger growing. "Where the hell are you?!" I shouted out furiously. "You never change much, do you?" I heard his voice right behind me and I instantly whipped around, he was upside down falling with both of his shot guns in his hands. I gave him a deadly glare "KENNY!!" I growled viciously, but before I could charge at him, him started shooting at me. I started dodging all his bullets, he nearly shot me at some point while I was dodging, but luckily it only scratched against my cheek, only leaving a small scratch. Fresh blood dropped from the scratch on my cheek but I gave zero shits about it, it was nothing compared to all the other injuries I have gotten. (I feel like I keep bringing up his injuries too much smh) The old man somehow flipped around and landed on his feet, instead of falling, since he was upside-down after all. I ran straight at him and every time I swung at him, he dodged it.

Eren's Point Of View.
"You comin' or what?" Heichou asked me. I couldn't stop thinking about the nightmare I had last night and something just didn't feel right. What if I can't control the Titan form again?...What if I hurt Heichou in the process?
Heichou stared at me, waiting for me to answer so I nodded slowly, looking down at the ground, not looking at him. "I just...need to think for a moment" he, by my surprise, let me go off to think for a minute. I started walking off, walking half-way into an alleyway. I leaned my back against one of the old, dirty houses and I stared down at the ground, deep in thought. I heard a tapping noise, like someone was walking down the alleyway I was, but I didn't look up, I didn't care. Soon a figure walked up to me, casting a slight shadow over me. "Hey kid, watch it." The man said, in a raspy, deep voice. I didn't answer, nor moved. "I said move or else" the man looked annoyed, not that I looked up to see his face, but I could just tell by the way he said it. Yet I still didn't move an inch or say anything. The man than took out a pocket knife, which I didn't expect. I finally looked up. "Go ahead, kill me..." I growled and he looked at me, knife in hand. He swung the knife with force and it hit...the house behind me, but it was only a inch close to stabbing my head. "Don't tempt me, boy" the man said with a creepy grin. I was about to take out my weapon, until I remembered I didn't even have one at the moment and I cursed under my breath, getting ready just to use my fists, so I punched him. He looked surprised, since he didn't expect that and than that creepy smile of his cane back. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me forward, than slammed me to the back of the building behind me, than took his knife out the wall as I groaned in pain. He put the knife to my neck. "Listen kid, I won't kill you unless you let me use that gear of yours" my eyes widened as he said that and I looked down at the knife that was gently pressed to my neck, than at my gear. "Go ahead, kill me. I don't care, I'm not giving you my gear!" I spat and he growled "What if I hurt Levi? Will that make you give me the gear?" He raised his eyebrow, looking quite amused at my shocked expression "that's right! I know Levi" he said with a grin and I choked out "DON'T TOUCH HIM! HE'S BEEN HURT ENOUGH!" Shouted viciously and I struggled to get out of the man's grip, (a.k.a Kenny) but he had a strong grip on me and the knife was still pressed against my neck. "Feisty" he said with a sigh "You don't have to give me the gear, just get me to the top of the ledge of the hole. Got that?" I stared at him, glaring at him, but I nodded slowly and he took his knife off my neck, but had a firm grip on me still, just in case I did anything. We started walking over to the hole and I didn't see Levi Did...Heichou leave without me? I shook my head at the thought and I grabbed the man, as I zip-lined up to the edge of the hole and he let go of me, looking around in amazement, but I wasn't gonna let him off that easy, I pushed him towards the hole, but by my surprise he dodged it and I almost fell down, but luckily balanced and stepped away from it before I could, but Kenny grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled me to him, covering my mouth before I could yell to Levi to warn him, since I just noticed him walking away from the hole, but Kenny pulled me away as my shouts were muffled and I growled at the old man, wondering who he even was and he took me somewhere, somewhere I didn't recognize and I struggled, swinging my fists at him, but with his knife, stabbed me. . .
I toppled to the ground, it was all in a flash, all too quick. I held my stomach, groaning in pain and Kenny chuckled lowly. "I told you..." he than flipped me off and started walking off, as I laid there, glaring deadly at him as he walked away. I looked up at the sky, now knowing what to do anymore. "Heichou...What if he gets Heichou..." I said quietly, still holding my stomach where he had stabbed me, a puddle of blood under me.
I just stayed there, staring at the sky. I started to hear the voices again. "You're a monster!" "Die!!!" "He's going to kill us all!" "Monster!" "Kill him!" "You deserve to die!"
a creepy smile appeared on my face. "I'll show them, I'll kill all the Titans! Every. Single. One!!! I'll kill them all!" I laughed darkly,
   As I listened to the voices in my head. . .

A/N:I kinda feel like I rushed the ending a bit, so sorry if it wasn't that good ;-; I had to go to sleep for school and stuff. Anyway, For a heads up, I'm thinking of doing a Soul Eater fanfiction soon ('▽')  Thanks for reading!!!
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Inkypaperjam.