what kind of pain is it?
o Lord!
people are asking me
"you look faded,so lost"
all i say..
it is.. it is
what pains the most
is not usually the pain
what pains the most is
its not the pain
usually caused by an injury
its...its
the word fails to explain the pain
its not that kinda of pain even
its from inside
not from the outside world
o world! o world
why full of cynicism the world is
its not even the pain of world
then what?
its.. its..
but its deep hurting me
making me cringe every second
o lord! pick me up
i am not amongst them
maybe different so as this pain is also different
its not the pain caused by a thing or a someone
oh its caused by many hurtful things
i have seen
o eyes ! o eyes!
my eyes are so dry of all cry
i am feeling all numb
my lips are pale
so as my heart inside is dead too
o my!o my
dead?than how i am surviving
no i am not
i am dieing bit of inside everyday
i need to be free of all chains
set me free
i want to fly like a bird
i wanna be set free like a dolphin in blue
but not live like a human
we feel pain that which is not a pain
i say i am not in pain
but its.. its
its pain from inside
that is not felt
but it does feel..
so as it pricks my heart
o heart! o heart
this pain has no healing
this pain has no cure
this pain has no prescribed medicines
this pain is not gonna be relived by any doctor
is it i want pain
does pain cuts pain?
ah..i am scared of love
cause love is second pain i have been given
its its
o words are failing
its pain of fear actually
getting close to people
o i am afraid
they gonna hurt me
and again i will be living in pain
its its..
The pain.
its pain of fear
