Too Toxic

Prolouge

Dan:

I look at myself in the mirror, I can see my appearence is probably why I'm treated the way I am.

I smile and get over it, I laugh while crying inside. Its a never ending cycle I have prone to.

My names Dan.

I appear happy, but I'm not.

I get bullied for my happiness.

So, I may wear girly clothing, yeah I'm a guy. But, I wear what makes me feel... Alive? I guess. I'm not actually that sure.

My parents expect best from me, my brother is a drug addict so I guess I'll have to be the 'oh so favorited child'

I'll just be here, in front of the mirror, with a hideous image staring back at me.

Dan Howell. Age 16. No friends. No life. No voice.  Just a guy who is pretty sure he's gay. That stupid flower crown. It makes you seem useless.

Let's get this school year over with.

Phil:

Am I to edgy? No.

So what, I have a black and blue fringe with black earrings and a tounge ring. And that makes me dangerous? I don't see why people make assumptions. They don't know who I am.

Why is everyone scared of me? My appearance? Is it the smell of smoke with cologne piled over it? That really smells nasty but.. Hey, you smell like smoke on the way to school, your gonna want something better smelling.

I am honestly not that bad, I make good grades. But I guess no one wants me to be in a relationship with them so yeah, I hook up at parties.

Its been months since I have hooked up tho, with all this moving to Manchester. I hate the thought of going to a new school. I hate the thought of a new year. I hate the thought of new people I don't know and don't plan on knowing.

Let's get this school year over with.

            -----------------------------------------

So? I've only been working on one book and this has been in my drafts for a long time so here it is!! Enjoy. :)

                                          -donner