Living This Kind Of Life !

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* Alexis Pov *

  * A year later *

It's been a year since I have talked to Jay , Quee , Issa or anyone for that matter , I miss them so much . To be honest I am mad at them because I tried to call them for help and they didn't come they left me there to be taken away by him . I freaken' new it was a bad idea to come back and live with Robbin , she's never here and she never helps me wit Jj . but I guess ill be fine .

I got up out of bed and looked at my calender , I had a few more days till it was my birthday but I really wasn't to hyped about it. I checked on Jj and he was still sleeping so I went down stairs to see what was there to eat .

" Alexis go to the store and bye me sum food now " he yelled sternly .

I jumped in shock and gave Shawn a nod telling him I heard him , i grabbed my purse and was about to walk upstairs to get Jj but Shawn stopped me

" Leave I got him , he sleep anyway ain't he " Shawn yelled once again .

I nodded

" What you keep noddin for , you got a voice don't you , use it "

" Ok Shawn " I said and walked out the house slamming the door . I got in the car and drove off

I really freaken hate that man , he ain't my daddy he ain't nothing to me ,and  Robbin does everything he says to do . I can't wait till I turn 18 so me and Jj can leave this house and live our life's with nothing behind us .

I got out the car and locked the doors , I walked in the store and walked down the else to see what to get .

" A -Alexis  " I heard a familiar voice  calling my name from behind me , I turned around and couldn't believe my eyes

" Jay omg , I missed you so much " I said embracing her in a hug .

" i thought I lost you , Lexis I was so scared " Jay cried into my shoulder .

" stop crying Jay I'm here now ..... wait Jay what happened to your leg " I asked looking at the scar on her upper right leg

" Nothing " She said quickly whipping away her tears and giving me a smile

" Tell me now Jay " I yelled .

" ok remember when we was supposed to come get you , well the reason we didn't come is because a car hit is and we had a really bad wreck , I hurt my leg , Quee got a concussion but he is ok now thank god , and Issa um " Jay started but didn't finish

" Jay finish " I yelled scared of what she would say .

" wat up Lexis , long time no see " Quee said with a smile

" Quee what are doin you can't just leave him over there wit all them girls you know what he does " Jay said to Quee .

" Oh right " Quee said leaving and me and Jay followed .

And there he was my love of my life , with another girl that's not his momma and when I saw that a wave of hurt , sadness,  and anger came over me all at the same time and I went off

" Wtfreak are you doing , I know I haven't seen you in a whille but I am still your girlfriend and you should respect that " I yelled almost in tears

" Girlfriend .....The freak are you talkin bout I don't even no you " Issa said confused

I was about to yell at him again but I felt myself being pulled away by Jay .

" What " I yelled at her in rage

" Lexis he don't remember you , the only thing he remembers is the times up until he was 10 years old . When we had that wreak he flew out the car and got hurt really bad and lost his memory " Jay stated and I just cried  I can't believe all that time we spent together and all the memories we had is now all gone to him ....

At this point I couldn't stand anymore of this conversation . so I grabbed what I came in here for and paid and walked out the store ...... I got home and opened the front door only to be welcomed by a slap in the face .

"YOU LEFT ALMOST A HOUR AGO , WHERE THE FREAK HAVE YOU BEEN " Shawn yelled as I cried on the floor , this was normal for me but I will never get used to it .

" I'm sorry Shawn " i stated getting up off the floor . I walked into the kitchen and cooked his food , when it was finished I brought him his plate and went upstairs to check on Jj .

Thankfully he was still sleep so I just let him be . I got back into my bed and cried . I can't live like this anymore , I feel like I'm in a cage , the man I love dont even remember the love that we shared , the person that made me like with her is never here . I feel like I shouldn't be here , I don't won't to be here but I have to because not only am I living for me but I'm living for my son also and i just can't let him down like that ............and I won't

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