I went to school as usual with my mother because she is one of the teacher
She teaches english at my school "bye mum" i hoped out of the car and went to my school gate...i put my beg on the place where i would sit for the rest of the year and joined my friends who were talking
"Heyy Lisa" My friends Jennie said "hey guys" i waved at tgem and stood next to Jisoo
We all talked until it was time for assembley...me and my friend Jihyo went to write the names of the students who were late
Us both talked and laughed when suddenly my crush suddenly came through the view
I looked at him nervously but then calmed down when i knew he will not notice me "stop" i put my hand in front of him
"What?" He asked me "why are you late Jungkook?" I asked him "i dont know" he pushed me aside then walked towards our class
I sighed i knew i never had a chance with him....He always acted like that with me and not the others
Why is he like that? Am i that ugly until he wanted to acted towards me like that? I pushed that thought away and continued to talk to Jihyo
We all went towards our class and learned as usual "urghhhh so tired" Jennie complained after the teacher went out of the class
"Yup...very" i mumbled back "well an hour more we will have recess" Jihyo piped in "errrghh too long" Jennie complained again
An hour later
"Finally" Jennie smiled the hurriedly walked towards the canteen "hey wait up" me and Jihyo tried to catch up with her
We all booked a spot for only us and a few other friends as we ate "sooo when are you planning to tell him" Jennie suddenly whispered towards me "hmmm how about never" i whispered back
"Ohh come on...you have liked him for a few years now and this is the last year all of us will be together" She tried to wheedle me
"No still means no" i shooked my head then went to throw the trash "your no fun" Jennie followed me behind as she wanted to throw her trash too
"I just have to keep it in me" i smiled forcelly towards her "you know...this will only make you hurt" She sighed "i know i mumbled
"Im used to it" I looked down the just in time the bell rang telling us the time is out for recess "well...its time for hell again" Jennie mumbled
After school, i waited for my mother with Jennie and talked again....i waved goodbye towards her as i went towards my mother car
As we arrived home, i instantly went to my room to go and took a shower
I flopped myself on bed afterwards and went to play with my phone
An idea suddenly came to my mind how about texting him
Hey - L
What do you want? - J
I looked at it nervously...i didnt thought he will reply instantly
Uhh just wanted to ask what homework did we have..i forgot😁😁 - L
Seriously, homework and emoji...your soo stupid Lisa
I was out half of the day - J
i slapped myself a coupled of times after reading what Jungkook replied
Ohh umm im sorry..i uh forgot hehe - L
Ohh okay...well then bye - J
Bye - L
I screamed towards the pillow thinking about how stupid i am right know
Their ruins my little second friendship with him...if he even thinks like that
I sighed then tried to sleep but i couldnt "urgghh" i groaned trying to sleep but i still couldnt
I sat on the edge of my bed and started to slap my cheek softly "please forget about him" i shooked my head a little
I checked on my phone for the time and it was 6.56 pm i did a facepalmed "of course i didnt felt tired..." i muttered as i just laid there
Then my phone rang i looked towards it and it was a message from Jisoo
YOU CANT BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED 😆😆 - J
What happened? - L
Me and Jungkook are dating😄 - J
I stopped texting and my heart felt like it was shattered into pieces
Wow congrats - L
Tq..well gtg im texting him now - J
Byee - L
i sighed then looked down towards the message Jisoo send, i didnt notice that i was crying until i saw a tear slipped down towards my phone
"Im sorry Jisoo...i couldnt be happy for you" i sobbed i kneeled down near my bed and cried and cried
"I cant forget him that easily"
