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It feels like you are being drowned in the darkness. Yelling for help, but no one could hear you. You try to battle it
But you feel weaker and weaker. You feel just too numb. You couldnt even feel your own movement. You soonly cut yourself. Your mind just cant decide if it should start cutting or not, but you just did.
You grabbed shaving blades, knives, and sharp scissors. Skin starts to bleed very hardly, but it doesnt hurt as much as your pain.
Going to school with long sleeves trying to cover your bleeding scars from the others. Sports comes, small T-shirts and shorts. How could this day get any worse? Can I skip sport? Tell the teacher I'm on my period? Sick? You soon reveal your arms. Everyone notices your scars, everyone notices and judges you by calling you stupid, idiot, dumb. You try to cover your
sadness. You run to the bathroom and cry in the last bathroom stalls during breaks. No one even notices you, they start
to call you nicknames like Suicide freak, suicidal sadist, the girl whose skin cries blood. Your closest friends see your scars and question you why you would do that. They would soonly start to cut their skin with simple problems and then you
feel worse cause its your fault. You make your friends die too. You soonly would cut each and every part of your body.
You get called by a therapist. They think they could help you but they wouldnt understand how much you felt..
