hidden-a shyland fanfic

64-babty

Shane's POV
My eyes opened a bit but where soon blinded by light
"You up baby"i asked quietly looking at ryland
He was staring at the ceiling looking really sad
"Baby whats wrong?"i asked then kissed his forehead
"I had this dream you didn't love me"he said staring at me,his beautiful blue eyes clouded by tears
"Oh my god honey i will always love you"i said feeling bad since it. Made him cry
I moved closer and kissed him
"Three days"i whispered referring to our wedding day
Ryland smiled showing his perfect teetth
"I love you so much"he whispered
"I love you too"i whispered then kissed him again this time it lasted longer barley breaking he took every worry of mine away when his soft lips kissed mine,when he wrapped his arms around me and told me everything would be okay,and when the last words i would hear at night were 'i love you shane'
He was the one I knew i belonged with he made me smile when i thought i would never smile again like yesterday
Yesterday...
It's not like i forgotbi just wasbtrying not to think about it
I pulled away from Ryland as tears dripped down my face
I knew her for 7 years that's a quarter of my enitire life and now she's gone
All i have now are memories
I slowley got up not paying attention to Ryland's worried voice calling my name as i made my way to my our closet and searched through until i found the shirt the #teamshisa shirt
I held it close to me and it still smelt like the lilac perfume she used to always wear
The one i gave her for her birthday
I felt tears fall down my face and i kneeled down still holding it
"It's gonna be okay baby"ryland said wrapping his arms around me
I turned around and hugged him
"We can reschedule the wedding"he suggested
"No don't i want to be with you i want you to know that i will love you forever and always"i cried hugging him
I felt him nod as he rubbed my back