I've been floating around aimlessly now. For how long it seems that I'll never know. I've been floating in earth's orbit, throughout endless years of never ending sun and snow. I've lived too many lives, and I swear this will be the last. I'll always meet you here, I will meet you here.
I say these words with so much promise but I wonder if I'm only convincing myself.. Will you ever believe me.. Could you believe me? The gravity on that planet is too much for me and it feels like someday my soul will shatter into something close to oblivion if I stay there..
People here are losing their grip as fast as time pushes them, as fast as somebody could lose their very life. None realize that time is not something that you can control. Although they try. If they don't try.. Then they ignore. That is the sad realization that life will always come to for everybody who has ever lived.
I gave up on trying to ignore time, I gave up on trying to change it or control it.
I've retreated into earth's orbit.
As I lay there, nothing could bother me. Though I've been regretting leaving. The earth has always been my home and there's something there I haven't found yet.
I would scan the depths of my mind for an answer for anything, for everything. But what I found was only my hopes and dreams. I started to pull something from the back of my mind and as I did so.. It seemed like everything began to phase out of my vision.
I was thrown back at the earth with such tremendous force that time itself stopped for me, it seemed as if I was given a choice, will I hit the realization of what I am, the soil of this earth. Or will I spend the rest of my time in this very moment, earth's orbit.. Earth's orbit...
