Cristiano POV
I am driving over the speed limit that's for sure .
What the fucking hell is wrong with this girl ? Why does she keep calling me ? And why in hell is she drunk at one in the fucking evening ?
I can't stand her and my dislike for her increases by each minute that passes .
Yet here you are running to her .
I am not running to her . She is drunk at one in the evening alone and she is a girl . Plus she's the one that called me , and she doesn't know the city and -
Why the fuck am I trying to explain myself to myself ?
I arrive at the bar that dickhead of a bartender told me . Who in his right mind would keep serving a girl who thinks that "someone who isn't drunk" is a name alcohol ?
It only explains why is he behind that fucking counter . Dick with no brains .
I get in the bar and -
"Holy fuck ! Kendall you okay ? " I rush next to where she's sitting . On the floor .
She looks around her and then says
"Oh i'm on the floor " then looks up at me and starts giggling.
Her cheeks are puffy , eyes watery because of the furious laughing and red rings rims her brown eyes because of the alcohol .
I try to fight the smile that is creeping to my face because of the sound of her laughter , and help her up on the chair .
She is still madly laughing.
I turn to the fuckhead behind the counter
"I think that I fucking told you not the fucking serve her anymore shit you ass " I growl at him with a slow voice
He looks startled by the tone I used but with one glance to the hammered girl talking to her new friend who apparently is invisible to this world , his face expression changes from whatever the hell it was to amused .
He is having the time of his fucking life .
Who wouldn't ?
The girl is basically a five year old when drunk .
I glance at her , her tongue is out at the corner of her mouth , her eyebrows furrowed and her eyes focused on a spot on the counter .
A god damn cute drunk.
The fuck is wrong with me ?
"Eyes here asshole " I threaten the damn bartender
He looks away from her and I pay for her drinks .
"C'mon princess let's get going " I tell her .
She jumps from the seat and my heart skips a beat
"Jesus kendall " I rush by her side to steady her .
"I am a princess , but where is my crown ?" She pouts those full pink lips of hers and it takes every bit of self-control I have to take my eyes away .
Fucking hell .
I chuckle at her previous statement
"You don't need one " I softly tell her .
She nods her head and doesn't answer .
I carefully help her get in the car .
She sits down and start pushing all the damn buttons .
"Fuck kendall " I take her hands away .
I sigh . She is worse than cris while having a sugar rush .
I move to the other side of the car and get in .
I start the car and starts driving .
She is quite . I look at her to check if she's still awake or passed out .
Her eyes are wide open and she is looking up the ceiling
"Uh what are you doing ?" I ask her
she turns to look at me a smile tugging at her lips . A sad one .
"Andy " she responds
Andy ? Is it a cat ?
"Who is andy ? " I ask her
"He always told me I am a princess " she says
Oh so that fucked up of a boyfriend she has is named Andy .
The name suits that asshole
"Okay?" I respond driving through the crowded street . I'm not sure what to say .
She looks vulnerable for some reason . She looks up again and when she turns towards me a sick feeling plays in my heart .
That sad smile is still tugging at her lips and her eyes are glossy . And it's not the alcohol .
"I miss him you know . He was always there for me . I wish he was still here " her voice is nothing like the sad smile she's plastering on her face . It's broken and sad . It's worse .
So her boyfriend is gone ? I just saw him yesterday . An ex maybe ?
"Who is this andy ? " I ask her carefully .
She shakes her head and pulls a wide smile and starts laughing . A genuine one. Schizophrenic much ?
"I want to be happy " she says between her laughter .
And my heart aches more for this girl who only asks to be happy .
Way to be an asshole to her this morning .
Fucking hell .
"Don't worry everything will be solved " I try to sooth her.
"Yea " she sighs
"We are close to your apartment " I tell her
She surprises me by shaking her head furiously and says "no, no , no " with a frown plastered on her face .
"Okay , okay . I won't take you there " I tell her .
What the fuck is going in this girl's life ?
She lays her head back and relaxes .
Jeez .
"Where do you want me to drop you off to then ?" I ask her .
I wait for her answer but nothing comes out .
I look at her and she is passed out. Her lips slightly parted her hair falling on her forehead .
My hands brushes the strands over her eyes .
"What am I going to do now ? Fuck " I groan in frustration .
I sigh and head towards my place .
She is going to forget about all of this when she wakes up and I'll be stuck with the annoying side of hers . Not this playful one .
I like this playful side of hers .
Fuck she'll be hangover and I'll have to nurse her and deal with that attitude of hers .
An attitude that I somehow know is a way of hers to defend herself .
This girl has enough on her plate . I should really try and be a little nicer to her. Try.
The gates open and I park the car in the garage .
I open the passenger's door and carefully lift her in my arms .
She unconsciously nuzzle into my chest . I kick the door closed and head towards the door.
Cris is at school . Thank goodness cause I myself have no explanation to this.
I open the guest's bedroom and slowly lay her down .
She stirs in her sleep but doesn't wake up.
I find myself pulling a chair and sitting next to the bed . Watching the sleeping beauty .
Sleeping beauty ?
Fucking hell .
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