Until we find our love:

unwanted:

I am 15 years old my name is Marybell and I live in an orphanage I don't have many friends here but all that is about to change until I met the love of my life. Henry he is tall, handsome, blond haired and he has blue eyes that sparkle like diamonds.

It felt like if it was the end of the world when I saw him, but I remembered the first time I saw Henry walk through the orphanage door, was when I was 8 years old and I was crying in the hallways because no one ever understood me but, when Henry saw me crying he went over and hugged me and he then whispers into my ear and says "don't feel lonly, I will always be here to protect you no matter what".

Then later on that day I had spent all my time helping out the other little kids and not crying and even helping out Henry and when I was helping Henry I suddenly started to feel weird in my stomach and I started to blush out of no where an then when I looked at Henry I felt my heart pounding and I had suddenly realized I started to have feelings for henry.

Then 8 years had passed and I was 16 years old and on that day I had just received an invitation to a party that Henry's friend had invited me to. Me and Henry's friends had gotten drunk but then the next thing you know is that Henry and I started to go to a room and started to make out and then the next thung you know Henry pushes me on the bed and started to go on top of me and started to undress me.

Then I ask Henry if he loves me and he started screaming and started telling me that he will never love me and that he hates me, and that we will never be together.

Then when he said that Henry just kept kissing me and I kissed him back because I felt like I knew he was lying but at the same time it felt like if he wasn't.

Then when we had stopped Henry and I fell asleep. Then morning came and I looked at the clock and saw that it was 5:00 and I started to think about what Henry had said to me when we had slept together and I was also thinking about what if I had left then would he have missed me, or if he will have fallen in love with me when I am far away from him but the real question to me was that if he will ever be in love with any one else other than me?