I've always thought relationships were so, so perfect, but mine was far from it. I met this guy in high school he was so loving and kind though I knew him in middle school but he never cared for me I would always say hi but I got no response because of my appearance. So in high school he asked me out and I was surprised I didn't think he even knew my name I was obsessed with him he played me so easily though. I was never so in love it drove me crazy it drove me to the break of death, he told me he would be there for me and soon that day will come didn't know it would come so soon. In about a month he showed me drugs and I had gotten addicted to cocaine and pot it was so bad I was in and out of the hospital I couldn't believe he just left me alone in the cold to die after he used me for his own benefits I guess he isn't as perfect as I thought, He's a cold hearted bastard who only cares about sex, money ,and drugs. I was in the hospital for months because of my addiction no one visited me not even him or my parents. I became suicidal after all that and will commit in a few weeks to part with my pain and no longer suffer my guilt.
