deleted.

i feel really bad about everything that's been going on. 

i didn't have wifi for a month or so, so i couldn't update. 

and i'm not going to drag this on. 

i'm deleting this story. i don't feel comfortable writing about self harm when i know i could be triggering some people and causing them to self harm. i just can't do it. and i don't want this up to trigger more people. i could actually get into a lot of legal trouble if someone reported my story. so ye.

and if you get pissy at me, well, tough nuts. i have another story that you can read, and i'll update that one more frequantly if this one is deleted. it's a good story, i think. 

thank you all for reading this story. it started out as just writing for fun but then it got really popular. and i'm happy for that, i really am. i just don't feel comfortable writing about things. 

but if you ever, ever need help, feel free to message me. i will answer, and if you ask, you can have my kik. don't hesitate. i will try to help the best i can. i've gone through self harm, eating disorders, anxiety, depression, the whole nine yards. it's ok to talk to me. i won't come after you. 

but again. thank you all. i love you.