Brothers best friend|| Joey birlem fanfic

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Tiara:What dad
Dad: we are going to the mall
Tiara: yeah
We got up and when't to the mall me and my dad where walk then my dad put me on his shoulders we walked into the candy shop and my dad put me down I got a big bag of skittles cause they are the best after that we when't to a smoothie place and I got a pomegranate blueberry smoothie it was good after that we when't back home and me and my dad made little pizzas we ate them
~skip summer~
Me and my dad were shopping for school clothes I got lots of clothing and school supplies after that we when't home and my dad made pasta to was delicious after that me and my dad when't to sleep
Dad: Tiara sweetie wake up it your first day of 4th grade
Tiara: okay dad
I got up and got dressed into an outfit that we just bought and I brushed my hair and put a little bow. I walked downstairs and my dad made me oatmeal I are that and then me and my dad walked to the car I got in we drove ther I got out and I walked to my class room I saw lots of kids I was kind of scared but a boy walks up to me
Boy: hi
Tiara: hi my name is Tiara gitnick
Boy: I'm Tyler brown I like your hair
Tiara: thanks I like yours too. Wanna sit next to me
Tyler: yeah
After that we were best friends. Skip to 6th grade last day of school. You go visit Charles every summer and every holiday it been like 5 years since I met Charles we are like inseparable siblings we are like the same person.
Tyler: get over here hoe I'm going to miss you
Tiara: SAMEE promised to text me and FaceTime me
Tyler: I love you so freaking much hoe
Tiara: love you more hoe
We hug which feeling like forever
Tiara: booty siblings
Tyler: booty siblings
(We do the thing in the media only one second into the video that's what we did)
Tiara: BYEEEE
We hug then my dad pulls up
Tyler: BYEEEE hoe love you tho
Tiara: SAMEE
I walk to my dads car
Dad: is that Tyler?
Tiara: yeah he's my best friend ever sense 4 th grade
Dad: he's a nice kid
I just laugh cause he doesn't know that all he does is tweak and swear when we are together but if we are not he's quite and nice
Dad: what
Tiara: nothing
We drive back
Tiara: are we going to visit Charles?
Dad: why
Tiara: cause I miss him and don't you?
Dad: yeah but we have to go to your moms birthday party tomorrow at your grandmas house
Tiara: oh yeah
It's been awhile since we talked about my mom. I started cutting when I was in 6th grade
~ Flash back ~
I couldn't se my vision was so blurry from crying to much I miss my mom so much cause I found a video of my mom on my old iPad. My dad wasn't home he was at a meeting in la and couldn't go cause I had school. I walked to my washroom and grabbed my razor and broke it apart then grab my wrist
1 for not spending enough time with my mom
2 for being ugly
3 for crying to much
It hurt so bad I got up put my arm under running water then watched the water turn red. Once it stopped I grabbed a towel and wrapped around my arm I walls to the kitchen to get bandaids then when't upstairs I took the towel off and put bandaids I grabbed a sweatshirt I wear sweatshirts and long sleeve shirts all the time now or wear a thick bracelet
~~~~end of flash back~~~~
We were on our way to the house then I got a text
Dad: who is that
O unlock my phone it was Charles
Tiara :Charles, he said " YO LITTLE SIS WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO COME AND VISIT ❤️😂"
I start to laugh so does my dad
Dad: he's weird
He says while I text back
Char🐊💨😂: YO LITTLE SIS WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO COME AND VISIT ❤️😂
Tt🐋💨😂: DAD SAID YOUR WEIRD
Char🐊💨😂: HEY
Tt🐋💨😂: 😂😂😂
Char🐊💨😂: no but seriously though when are you coming to visit I freaking miss you
Tt🐋💨😂: idk in like four days and I miss you more poop head
Char🐊💨😂: why four why not right now
Tt🐋💨😂: cause I have to go and do something.
Char🐊💨😂: what is so important that you have to do right now
Tt🐋💨😂: I have to go to my moms birthday okay
Char🐊💨😂: oh sorry I forgot you go to those but I miss you and can't wait to see you ugly faces again ❤️
Tt🐋💨😂: it's okay and miss you too can't wait to SEE your ugly face and your little blonde hair and your blue eyes that I am totally not jealous of like totally 😡❤️
Char🐊💨😂: yeah right but talk you later I'm going to visit my best friend Tayler You remember him right
Tt🐋💨😂: yeah last time I saw him we became quite close friends too
Char🐊💨😂: ooooo get it Tt
Tt🐋💨😂: char shut up he's 16 I'm 13
Char🐊💨😂: three years that's not bad
Tt🐋💨😂: no char there's nothing between us bye now I love you and miss you
Char🐊💨😂: love you too and miss you more
~End of convo~
When we got to the house me and my dad walked in my dad said to get packed then we'll leave so I walked up to my room and made a musically I'm actually quite big on social media Tyler introduced me to musicallys and Instagram I have 420k on musicaly and 324k on Instagram ( 420 sorry I just had to 😂😂😂😂) it fun. I scrolled through my comments on my recent insta post " she's so ugly" " she's only famous for being Tyler's friend and Charles sister"
"She's a hoe" "snake" "L" "she only uses Tyler" "ugly" "she's so ugly she can break a mirror" "fat" "she's uglier than a mole rat"
A tear slipped out as I saw the comments I walk to the wash room and turn the shower on and grabbed my blade pulled my pants down I counted how many cuts there was already 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. there's 20  plus the word ugly carved into my thighs and I will be adding another word "ugly" again but on my other thigh..
There was a mix of tears and blood on the ground, I walk into the bath and watched the tub turn red.. It was sad that I did this all because of comments I drained the tub and washed it then I when to wrapped my leg with gause then sweats on. I walked out and continue to pack and  walked down stairs with my suit case I packed lots cause I'm going to go to my other family's place for 3-4 days then Charles. I sit in the back while my dad drives I play Justin beiber the journal album. I have about 49 cuts on me I really should stop for now on I will not cut I will not eat a meal instead I mean I am fat I re should lose weight so if I feel the need to cut I will skip a meal instead, I fall asleep to the thought of me cutting I'm going to miss you blade.

(A/n sorry for the really depressing stuff but in reality I don't do that I was like that two years ago but I didn't cut I would just scrap my skin so it won't leave a scar but I would still bleed or use an ice cube or a rubber band and I wouldn't eat if no one was paying attention but if you guys cut or don't eat please stop cutting and please continue eating regularly i I really need you to 💕)