My Chance - The Vamps fanfiction

Chapter 33

The Boys had all come to the airport with Charlea, Elyar and I so we could say goodbye literally as we were getting on the plane. Sara couldn't come with us as she was helping her parents pack up the house before they moved to Birmingham but we said goodbye to her last night. I was still feeling completely numb and not really showing much emotion to anybody but I just wanted to be alone.

"I suppose this is it then." I sighed when we reached the gate. I turned around to see everyone else staring back at three of us. One by one each person came over to say goodbye, James came first giving Charlea and I a long hug and making us promise to call him every day. He shook Elyar's hand and they held a pleasant conversation while I spoke to Connor and my dad.

"You'll call me when you land, won't you?" Dad said, worry evident in his cracking voice.

"I promise, and I'll call you when we get to Elyar's apartment and then at least 3 times a week." I assured him pulling him into a hug. He hugged me back tightly and I could feel tears dripping onto the back of my shirt I tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me. He held me tighter than he's ever held me before and that's what made me break down because I knew I wasn't going to be hugged like this for a very long time.

I repeated the same conversation with Connor although he tried to keep on all his feelings which didn't work. He only had to look at me to break down into floods and floods of tears. I've said goodbye so many times but only to people who I didn't really give a shit about. This was completely different; I actually liked the people here. The intercom interrupted our goodbyes as the woman's voice announced that my plane was boarding. I hugged Connor quickly and moved over to Tristan and Brad who were still stood together. Brad took a step back and left me to talk to Tristan; I frowned slightly at his actions but then turned my attention to Tristan.

"Elle, you can't leave, I can't do it without you," Tristan cried putting his arms around me.

"Tristan, just call me okay, if you ever need to talk just give me a call and if you ever feel unloved just remember that I love you and I care about you so much." I hugged him back tightly; I could feel his tears drip down my back just as mine soaked his t-shirt. "Tris I got you something," I told him pulling out a little box from my hand luggage. "Put this on and never take it off okay? I want you to know how much I love you all the time." I placed the little bracelet on his left wrist where the faded white scars of previous self hatred lay. He read over the words imprinted onto the brown leather 'I care. I love you.' It was simple but I knew if someone had reminded me that I was loved when I felt like self harming it would have helped a lot.

"Thank you," he mumbled. He kissed my forehead and went over to say goodbye to Charlea whilst I walked over to Brad.

"I suppose this is goodbye," Brad mumbled sadly.

"I'll be back before you know it."

"Elle, come on we have to go" Elyar yelled over to us. I went to kiss Bradley but he turned his head slightly so I ended up kissing his cheek instead.

The others gathered around the two of us and we ended up in a massive group hug before Elyar, Charlea and I actually had to leave. We ended up sprinting to the plane gates so they wouldn't close before we got there. We handed in our tickets and were directed to our seats. I sat by the window with Charlea next to me, it didn't take long for me to start crying silently to myself until I fell asleep.

James' POV

We watched as the 3 of them ran to the gate so they could board the plane. Tristan hadn't moved since Elle had left him and he was staring at his wrist which had a slim brown band wrapped securely around it. I didn't know until I looked into his eyes just how much Elle meant to him. He was staring after her, looking at the empty corridor. She had gone and she had taken part of him with her, I knew from the look in his eyes that he was never going to be the same person we knew; not now she was gone.

He was gone too. But only on the inside.

A/N Thanks for reading guys! Don't forget to leave a comment... blah blah blah, you know what to do!:)

-Hebe