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Chapter • 51

^the king himself^

LOL SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING BUT I'M REVISING FOR SHITLOADS OF MY EXAM :))))))

kinda also some 50 shades vibes here. not the actual smut but the setting in general.

in addition to that, listen to 'I Don't Wanna Live Forever' by zayn and t-sw2izzle 

 enjoy my fellow folks :))

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c a m e r o n

"I can't do it." My hushed voice uttered underneath my quickening breath. My eyes remain looking beyond the rain drops {don't you dare} that raced down the clear, black tinted window, "Aaron, you don't know what she does to me." I spoke through gritted teeth, my hands resting on my knee now tightening into a fist.

"Okay, I get it." He sighed, irritated. 

Throughout the whole journey, my mind felt more obsessed than before.   

obsessed with her voice.

her character.

her body.

Aaron glanced at me, knowing that my thoughts were still drowning in the reminiscence of my memories of her.

"If you're still so infatuated with her, talk to her."

"No." I retorted immediately. 

Deeply, Aaron sighed, his body tensing. After a few seconds of blankly glaring at me, he spoke: "I honestly don't know what to say, Cameron." He muttered, "You're not helping yourself in any way at all. Sort yourself out because it's really starting to piss me off."

I frowned and turned to face him, "You don't think I've tried?" I spoke bitterly through gritted teeth, my voice sounding hoarse. My eyes remain heatedly locked on his as he looked down, regrettingly, at his clammy, clasped hands, "After all that I've been through and you pull this shit on me?"

I hesitantly tapped on the drivers shoulder, trying to grasp his attention, "Yes?" He queried, slightly vexed.

"Pull over, pleas-"

"Cameron? What the fuck, dude?" Aaron cut me off, sounding confused and distressed.

I didn't look at him. I was only concentrated on the fact that the driver was beginning to pull over onto the side of the busy roads of New York. After immediately stopping I mumbled, "thanks," and quickly unlocked the matte, charcoal black doors and stepped out onto the cold, damp concrete sidewalks.

"CAMERO-" I heard Aaron screech irritatedly before I abruptly slammed the door shut, then walked away before readjusting the sleeves of my suit. I turned my head as I walked on, watching the car rejoin the traffic, Aaron fiercely scowling at me through the black-tinted window.

I shook it off and huffed, not really knowing where I was going to go.

I could call another taxi? I thought to myself, however I knew I'd end up thinking about her.

I needed a distraction.

After glimpsing at all of the large buildings, it reminded me of an old friend who owns a business in New York. I pulled my phone from the pockets of my dress pants, opened up 'contacts' and began scrolling through all of the familiar names, seeing if one of them would ring a bell.