Hadley's POV
RECAP: "Hadley are you excited?" My brother asked.
"um..." I started.
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"um yeah" I said half heartily. To be honest no I was not excited at all. But well I just gotta wait 5 months to see if I need to be excited.
"really you don't seem too sure about that" Louis chuckled.
"I'm kinda tired can I go upstairs?" I asked.
"yeah sure do you need help going up the stairs?" El asked.
"um yeah" I said.
"okay I will help ya" Niall offered. I got up and walked over to the huge wooden staircase and grabbed the handrail with my good hand and Niall grabbed my other hand by the shoulder. Then together I made it up the stairs. I went into my room and laid down on my bed. Niall left my room soon after. I fell asleep dreaming about the one I missed most.
-5 months later-
Hadley's POV
We were currently sitting in the hospital waiting for the baby to be born. We didn't know the gender of it, Lou and El wanted or to be a surprise.
"Hadley come on and see the baby" Louis said. I got up and walked into the room. Then I stopped in my tracks. I looked at the baby. I started shaking my head and the tears fell from my face.
"no no no no" I said before running into the bathroom across the hall. I got into the stall just in time for my breakfast to come up. Then I started dry heaving. Then I heard the door open. I looked up and saw Dani. She started rubbing my back. After I was done I cries into Dani's neck. Soon she picked me up and carried me into the waiting room.
"Hadley you okay?" the boys asked coming up to me.
"guys give her space she doesn't feel good" Dani said. I had finally calmed down enough to breath.
"Guys the doctor said Amelia could leave today!! El is getting ready to leave with Amelia now" he said sitting next to Dani and I.
"Hadley are you okay?" he asked.
"yeah my stomach just hurts" I said. A few minutes later El came out carrying a little bundle that held my 'niece/sister'.
"okay the doctor said Amelia can leave now" she said. I got off of Dani's lap and walked to the car with the others. I put in my earbuds and listened to music the entire time. I took them out when we got home. When we got into the house everyone went into the living room and me being the weird person I am and not being able to be alone followed.
"Hadley what happened when you ran out of the hospital room today?" El asked.
"um" I said wanting to avoid the topic.
"yeah Hadley what happened?" everyone asked sitting down so I was the only one standing. I took a seat across from Louis and El.
"um well" I said again.
"Hadley spit it out" Louis said becoming annoyed. Why is he getting mad? Ugh.
"well Louis who does Amelia look like to you?" I asked fearing the answer.
"um a regular baby" he responded confused.
"you don't remember?" I asked tears welling into my eyes.
"Hadley I am not fooling around." he said annoyed again.
"how could you forget?" I asked again.
"Hadley forget what? What are you talking about?" he asked again.
"how could you forget about your sister?" I asked.
"Hadley you are my only sister" he responded.
"please tell me you are joking Louis. Please" I said tears now falling from my eyes.
"hadley what are you talking about? You are my sister" he said.
"you don't remember..." I said.
"remember what?" he asked.
"how could you not remember Amy?" I said.
"who is Amy?" he asked. Oh god why?
"Amy Scarlett Tomlinson. Born on March 21 2008. Our sister" I said.
"Hadley you are making that up" he said.
"NO I AM NOT! I REMEMBER AMY! I ALSO REMEMBER THE DAY SHE GOT CANCER! I REMEMBER THE DAY SHE DIED WHEN YOU WERE TOO BUSY WITH THEM TO SAY GOOD BYE TO YOUR SISTER! SHE WAS BARELY 5 YEARS OLD! WHY WOULD I FAKE HAVING A SISTER WHEN I BARELY EVEN HAD A BROTHER?" I screamed. He still showed no recognition of Amy.
"How could you not remember? We called you millions of times. You were with us when she got the tumor. Louis how could you forget your baby sister?" I yelled a little quieter than last time.
"Hadley I don't know what you are talking about!" he yelled back.
"I AM TALKING ABOUT AMY, MIMI? OUR SISTER! THE ONE THAT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THAT BABY" I screamed again.
"HADLEY AMY IS DEAD FORGET ABOUT HER STOP LIVING IN THE PAST GET OVER HER! WE HAVE A NEW KID IN OUR FAMILY I DON'T CARE IF SHE LOOKS LIKE AMY STOP BEING SUCH A BITCH" he screamed back.
"HOW COULD I FORGET MY BABY SISTER? WHY SHOULD I LOVE AMIELA WHEN SHE REPLACED AMY, AMY IS YOUR SISTER! I WILL NEVER LOVE AMIELA LIKE I LOVED AMY, and maybe I won't love you the same either" I said getting quieter. Then I guess he snapped at those words. I felt something hit my face. I heard quietness fill the air. Then I realized it. Louis snapped and hit me like my parents. Louis is just like my parents.
"Hadley I" he started.
"HOW COULD YOU?" I screamed before running upstairs. I slammed my door and locked it. I went into the bathroom and there it was calling my name. I picked up the razor and cut. I cut more than I ever cut before. I started getting dizzy. I can't believe I am going through this again. I whipped my arms and grabbed my phone. I clicked on the contact I knew would talk to me about this.
After a few rings the familiar voice came out of the phone.
"hello mom?" I said...
AUTHORS NOTE!!
Hey y'all miss me? Lol yeah didn't see Dat comin did ya? Haha I'm evil! Okay bye yall
