I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to shed no tear.
Leaving me half dead isn't as bad as Life makes believe, as long as I know it wasn't my fault, learned about this day before I was taught, no matter how rich a man becomes,
longer time can never be bought, I could play hangman with every one of these thoughts, that plague me as memories, I can write as many letters as I want too about you, place them in bottles, & throw them in man made oceans of tears, to drown you, until they haunt you, but then again I wouldn't wish you on my worse enemy, yet alone my bestfriend,
because honestly, is your best remedy, so why would I lie, since I first met you, we matched like Go Fish, but Gold fish we wasn't, more like Pirahanas,
In my wildest dreams, never knew I would fall in love with you, more than my life itself, since a young age, my coolest nightmares learned to embrace you, like words do a page, some sentences we can't live without, period. Exclamation mark.
You flow so natural, like wisdom from a sage, but your actions, rations, irrational choices, so remorsing, only convinces some to cherish you now, before later, slams shut the door in our face, & you fall off the stage! & all we left to replace now with, our yesterdays what we left in a hurry, how, quickly to be forgotten, yet you only wish to be remembered, by things you wish you didn't do, or had to but double scheduling, & overbooking, makes life's firing inevitable, but every life have someone we answer to, but who are what questions you,
don't take any of my words out of my character I'm just trying to play my position to finish my story. Believe me, I know I was too young for you to make love to a premie, prematurely you slept with my mind, soul, & body leaving all of your emotions every night, to sleep with me, love me than make love to me, so I can learn to love just you, make people love you, because all they think of you hate, but before it's too late,
I'm going to clear my name, no shame, no game,
you made an example out of me, & made your love cum out of me, no protection, needed, no blood is worth bleeding, once a month, for me not to forget you, believe me, you should be relieve someone trust, comprehends, befriend, begin, or didn't end, a chance, of a mere man fully understanding you, past the definition of the meaning to be dead,
but Death not be being sarcastic honestly you need & want me, more than I need or want you, but I'm thankful...
You didn't fire me because & now I'm finally able To Just Breathe.
Thank You, Sincerely Spidey The Ronin Williams
No I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to shed no tear, No I'm not going to cry, not going to cry because Death's not worth my tears...
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU! DEDICATED TO EVERYONE WHO HAS KNOWN DEATH! R.I.P.
