"What are you doing?" I hesitantly asked as he grabbed my waist and put his chest against my back. He didn't answer, all he did was tighten his arm.
My heartbeat was starting to rise, my knees felt like jelly but the rest of my body was still... until his lips touched my neck and his other hand gently touched my thigh. I quickly faced him but he just came closer and grabbed my face trying to kiss me.
"Stop!" I tried to push him and avoid his touch but he didn't let go. "C'mon" He laughed while he pull me closer rubbing himself against me and grabbed me under my dress. His lips went to to my neck again.
His hands are all over me, it hurts. My tears are rolling by mi cheeks as I fall and hit the ground. Now he's in top of me trying to rip my underwear off.
No one's around and I am here, all by myself to protect myself. I'm failing.
My pain keeps rising, what would I do if I can't escape.
...
What is happening? I thought. I can't breath, I can't think, everything hurts, I want to scream but I can't.
The ground moves as I grab a table to stand up and I see him standing there, putting his pants on with an evil smile on his lips and a dark look on his eyes. "Don't you dare tell someone about this, believe me, love, you certainly will regret it."
I felt like his big blue eyes were piercing my entire body.
I needed to get out of here as fast as I could, I was out of breath, my entire body hurts. I feel unworthy, I am dirty.
I couldn't stand his look over me so I ran, I ran as fast as I could, I really needed to get to my apartment.
I am sorry, I failed myself.
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Onward and upward || Sam and Colby
Fanfiction"After all that has happened I never thought that I would be able to trust someone as much as I trust you, to...love as much as I love you."
