The love between a Lion and a Llama

Chapter 13- I can't be happy!

Liv's POV

We have been in the car for about 10 minutes and the ride has been silent only to hear the sound of the heater blasting and slight sniffles from Dan. Dan has had his head leaning against the window for the whole ride so far. He looked terrible, I can't imagine never being able to see your best friend ever again. I just continue to drive trying not to say anything as Dan will probably snap. But I need to see if I can help.

"Dan, hey?" I say nudging him; he slowly turns away from the foggy window to look at me with his bloodshot eyes "Where do we want to go?"

He shrugs his shoulders in reply and turns to look out of the window again. I don't like this sad Dan, I want to see the happy Dan that I know.

"You have to at least try to be happy" I sigh "You can't stay like this forever you know?" he just gives me a weird laugh and goes back to being silent

"I can't be happy without Phil, Liv!" Dan suddenly says. It startled me a little it was so unexpected "He always made me smile even when I didn't want to, him with his weird and random noises, the way he sticks his tongue out when he laughs" Dan smiled for the first time tonight but I guess he realised that he will never see him again as he started to cry again but silently

The silence has made me vulnerable to my thoughts, I realise that Dan will never be happy without Phil as he said before but how can I fix that?

*Time Skip*

I have gone home after dropping Dan home after how very uncomfortable silent trip around London. I drop my keys on the table and slump down on the couch. As I don't live with anyone my house is silent, not one sound.

I start to think about ways to 'fix' Dan but he will only be happy with Phil being by his side but Phil is leaving tomorrow and won't stay. I go through so many ideas and scenarios in my head; Facetiming, skype, visits every now and then but none of them will do. When Dan was texting Phil he was a different person, he was happy perky but a good perky and he was filled with passion and determination, that smile he showed everyday with Phil was his true smile and I needed to see that again. I will see it again even if it means for me to rip the world apart as Dan Howell is one of the best humans on the earth and he deserves a nice life.(Sorry for the cheesy bits) I will do whatever it takes to get Dan and Phil back together again and I know exactly how I am going to achieve this.

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~Charlizard <3