Poems

Use To But Now

Any type of irony and any type of conflict.

I used man on man conflict because I thought it was the easiest.

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I use to think my life was purely simple, just me and my mom forever.

But now I know it's just me.

I use to think that forever never ended.

But now only always never ends.

I use to believe that I could make my life worth it,

But now it's all changed.

I use to think that growing up would be awful.

Now I know I was right.

I use to be a happy little girl.

But now I rarely smile.

I use to love being little, ignorant to the world around me.

But now i'm through with being a teen, i'm just wondering what life will be like in the future.

When i'm old and wrinkling with graying hair.

Maybe then I'll think forever and always is the same again.

Maybe then my life will be purely simple again.